hihi.
Have been staying over at ariel's for the past 2days because of the rehearsal.
I think i have some illness?
I have constant headache.
I cannot take it okay.
Probably cause i'm tired, but i always sleep as per normal whatttt.
And yknow yesterday, i was so tired til i had a stupid nightmare.
I was damn scared and cried when i woke up.
I miss my bolster. ^^
Today, Ariel and i went to ps, did some stuff, bumped into julienne. ^^
Back to bedok.
Helped ariel pack her room since she's leaving.
Helping her pack, was seriously a torture but a wonderful moment as well.
How ironic right.
Well, the good thing about it is,
You get to see her funny ahlian clothes,
Her diary about almost everything!
Hahah, thn we'll laugh about it.
But at the same time, it knocks your head to alert you that time passes really fast, and she's gna leave soon.
I tried not to cry in front of her la,
Its just too embarassing.
Sigh, okay la.
I don't wna continue.
Getting back all results tmr.
I'm really scared.
I think i flunk most of my subjects.
Hah, whatever.
Bye.

Ps, not in a very good mood.

wow, its my second time posting. Sigh. People say that there's a solution to everything. But this can never be solved by me. I hope god will do what's right.

I think for the past 3 yrs of my life in stc,
i think i'm a much better person in sec 3.
Although my life in sec 1 & 2 were rather awesome with the people i'm with,
i've drifted away from them.
Except for some.
I think i treated everyone very badly when i was in sec 1 & 2.
But i guess, i've learnt from my mistakes,
& i'm really trying to help those who i've hurt the most.
And i'm referring to one person in particular.

I've actually realised after 2 years that you're a really nice friend.
But because of my immature self, i didn't realise that.
Its because of me, that you've become today.
I feel really guilty as its my fault.
I know.
Thats why, i really wna help you & make up for everything that i've done.
I hope you'll understand, that you've always got the rest and i.
I know they are all willing to help you do well in every aspect of your life.
I hope you'll allow us to help you as well.
May God bless you to make the right decision,
and guide you along wherever you are.