Midnight Diamonds

2009-10-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

hihi.
Have been staying over at ariel's for the past 2days because of the rehearsal.
I think i have some illness?
I have constant headache.
I cannot take it okay.
Probably cause i'm tired, but i always sleep as per normal whatttt.
And yknow yesterday, i was so tired til i had a stupid nightmare.
I was damn scared and cried when i woke up.
I miss my bolster. ^^
Today, Ariel and i went to ps, did some stuff, bumped into julienne. ^^
Back to bedok.
Helped ariel pack her room since she's leaving.
Helping her pack, was seriously a torture but a wonderful moment as well.
How ironic right.
Well, the good thing about it is,
You get to see her funny ahlian clothes,
Her diary about almost everything!
Hahah, thn we'll laugh about it.
But at the same time, it knocks your head to alert you that time passes really fast, and she's gna leave soon.
I tried not to cry in front of her la,
Its just too embarassing.
Sigh, okay la.
I don't wna continue.
Getting back all results tmr.
I'm really scared.
I think i flunk most of my subjects.
Hah, whatever.
Bye.

Ps, not in a very good mood.

2009-10-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

wow, its my second time posting. Sigh. People say that there's a solution to everything. But this can never be solved by me. I hope god will do what's right.

2009-10-01T01:50:00.000-07:00

I think for the past 3 yrs of my life in stc,
i think i'm a much better person in sec 3.
Although my life in sec 1 & 2 were rather awesome with the people i'm with,
i've drifted away from them.
Except for some.
I think i treated everyone very badly when i was in sec 1 & 2.
But i guess, i've learnt from my mistakes,
& i'm really trying to help those who i've hurt the most.
And i'm referring to one person in particular.

I've actually realised after 2 years that you're a really nice friend.
But because of my immature self, i didn't realise that.
Its because of me, that you've become today.
I feel really guilty as its my fault.
I know.
Thats why, i really wna help you & make up for everything that i've done.
I hope you'll understand, that you've always got the rest and i.
I know they are all willing to help you do well in every aspect of your life.
I hope you'll allow us to help you as well.
May God bless you to make the right decision,
and guide you along wherever you are.

2009-09-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

Hihi.
forget about the pew posts.
I'm feeling much better now.
Im really scard for eoys now.
I hope i'll do extremely well.
Although i know its very hard.
But i'm gna work hard. :)
Bless those who have always been by my side,
love you all.
May god bless.

2009-09-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

FML, I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO EMOTIONAL. PEOPLE SAY AFTER CRYING EVERYTHING OUT, YOU'LL FEEL SO MUCHH BETTER. BUT IT DOESN'T IMPLY TO ME?! FS, FO.

- I hope you see this. IF YOU DON'T WNA LIVE AND THINK OF YOUR FUTURE, JUST JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING.

2009-09-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hihi.
I decided to post since like my blog is dead.
I know i've been neglecting my blog a lot since i got my lj.
But like, i rather post in lj cause i can lock it?
Hahah, but i think no one would want to read my blog anyway.
Cause like, its boring?
So i'll probaby delete my blog soon.
Still thinking about it.
Hmm, k.
Anyway, life now is not thaat good seriously.
Am trying my best to change for the better.
My siblings keep fighting.
Its annoying, seriously.
Sometimes, i feel like slapping their face.
But i must tolerate.
K, anyway, i've got mixed feelings now.
Sian diaozx.
I don't want my parents to leave. ): ):

2009-07-30T23:08:00.001-07:00

HIHI,
I KNOW ITS BEEN AGES SINCE I LAST POSTED.
I DIDN''T EVEN POST IN MY LJ. :O
HAHAAH,
Anyway, haven been in school for a weeek & a day.
HAHA!
I'll be back in school on monday.
Gosh, i guess i missed a lot in school.
ETHELLLL! GOTTA BUCK UPPPP!
CA2'S COMING.
I'm scared but i'm lazy as well because i don't wna study!
I've got lots of test to take.
Plus i'm SICK.
Bloody hell,
Okay, i hope to recover soon & go back to school on monday!
I miss school,
ACTUALLY I DON'T.
But whatevs.
Okay, bye. (:

2009-07-07T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hihi.
I'm not gna post here for the time being.
Although i know i haven been posting.
I'll post in Lj instead.
Hah, try to find it.
But you'll never cause only friends can read.
K, don't text me.
Cause my phone's not with me.
Its better like this.
Oh & one more thing, thank you Nathasha Lopez.
For lending me your listening ear,
giving me advises,
being there for me when i'm down.
I love you best. (:
K bye.

2009-06-16T06:04:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Didn't work again.
Sigh, waiting for thursday.
Outing tmr with Ariel.
I can't wait. :D
Went for check up today.
I saw the cuts on my arm already.
Its disgusting.
But what to do.
Sigh, plastic surgeon, here i come.
HAHA.
K whatever.
Oh, yknow i saw this small kid.
His face had red lining & stuff because he was burnt.
My heart really goes out to him luh.
He's gna have a hard time in future.
Poor him. ):
The bandaged on my arm is smaller now.
So its not that obvious if i wear tee or anything.
Haha, okay.
Bye,

2009-06-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

Nah, no work today.
Homework day but none done cause i thought i would wait.
But nothing came up.
So in the end, today's NOT productive sadly.
Oh, i saw the stitches today.
Itss gross & disgusting.
itz really deep!
Thn i showed my maid, thn she said thats not the deepest.
My jaw dropped & my eyes teared.
I couldn't take it anymore.
Ahhhh, i'm dead.
Hah, not.
Watched Terminator 2 today?
I didn't know what show i as watching when i was in the cinema. -.-
K whatever.
I love Ariel.
Ciaos. :D

2009-06-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hello.
I'm gna try to update my blog alright.
Saturday was awesome.
Just that yknow, not going for dance is a little awkward.
But i'll get used to it soon.
Thn when i start dancing, it'll be awkward all over again.
Argh.
Went to church as usual.
Church & everything.
After that, went for advance father's day dinner at Georges.
Coolios, food were awesome.
Daddy allowed me to watch the Stardust competition this sunday.
Amazing huh.
He probably was high at that time luh,
don't know how many bottles of beer he drank.
So yup, today tuition for 4hours?!
But its okay luh.
HAHA!
Working tmr onwards.
Check up on tuesday.
Meeting Ariel on wednesday.
Can't wait.
I miss people.
Nehmind, bye bye. :D

2009-06-11T21:43:00.001-07:00

HELLO.
I've decided to unlock because i've got many people to thank.
I've been going through hard times lately.
& there's so many sweet people out there who cares for me.
So its only right for me to thank them. :D

I want to thank my family for their concern & support,
My aunties & uncles who came to visit me in the hospital.
Those who have asked about me.
The nurses who took care of me in the hospital. :D
Mdm Goh for giving me Fish Tonics. :D
Auntie Lusi for giving me the huge hamper with the balloon. :D
Nathasha & those who text me. :D
The whole dance gang who came to visit me yesterday with gifts. Love you guys. :D
Lastly, Ariel.
I love you so much luh k!
Thanks for everything lovely.

I think thats all?
Yup yup.
I hearts everyone okay. :D
I hope i can recover soon & start dancing.
Hee.
K bye. :D

2009-05-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Didn't sleep until 3am.
Text B the whole night. (:
Slept & woke up at 8.
Wash up & everything.
Waited for Weiqi.
But she wanted to watch boys over flowers. -.-
So we left at 1130.
Went to sentosa.
Met Freda, Valerie, Cheryl, Puileng, Deberah, Siyuan, Qp, brenda & Meiying.
Played volleyball.
Damn hot.
Thn later this group of guys came to ask us to play with them.
Wasn't interested actually.
Cause i can't play for nuts.
So whatever.
Thn i left in the middle of the game.
Played with the rest instead.
Lunch at Delli.
Thn walked around.
While some left, & cycled.
Thn went to vivo.
They ate.
Stalked Siyuan but failure.
Went to Ben & Jerrys.
Went to Newton.
Home.
So yeah.
Happy day.
bye. (:

2009-05-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hi.
Exams are finally over.
Exams were alright, i guess.
Well, i hope i'll do werll.
Anyway, after exams waited for Yingjia.
Left for Far East with....
Nat, lynette/gf, Yingjia, Weiqi, Gen, Brenda, Eileen, Qinping, Annie, Phebe & Felicia.
Ate at Graffiti Cafe.
The table has Lynette & my name. :D
Plus the rest. (:
After that, walked around.
Cam-whored.
Walked to Wisma.
Some people got all gaga over some people from our school.
HAHA, everyone just rushed.
Damn funny.
Thn went to starbucks.
Cause there were quite a number of us.
So we couldn't find it.
Thn Weiqi just sat with this guy who took up loads of place.
So we all crowded around him.
But after awhile, we felt bad so we left.
Went to Taka.
Slacked at Macs.
Home. :D
Tmr, MM outing at Sentosa.
I hope most of them will be there.
Can't wait.
Bye. (:

2009-05-17T03:22:00.000-07:00

Hi.
I know its been ages since i last posted.
Well, my last 2 papers tmr.
I can't wait seriously.
I hope i'll ace my math & accounts.
2 subjects that i'm okay with.
So yeah.
Life sucks now.
Really.
My blueblack on my hand hurt so badly,
but its how my hearts feeling.
I really cannot explain this feeling.
I think about it everyday.
I really want to move on.
But its so hard, so so hard.
How i wish i had a heart made up of stone.
Not loving anyone.
I guess life would be so much happier?
& not hurting anymore.
Sigh, how i wish i'm like over 60yrs old.
Oh no.
How i wish i have some major disease.
Oh wait, maybe swine flu.
Thn i can leave.
HAHA, omg.
I doubt i'll be so lucky.
So anyways, its been ages since i REALLY went out.
I can't wait for outing with Ariel during june hols.
But its gna suck so badly because she'll be going for hong kong.
& leave me behind in Singapore ALONE. ):
But i really hope the swine flu is gone by thn.
Because i don't want her to be sick.
So yeah.
I think i'll end.
Oh, thanks Brenda for doing me the huge favour.
Love you. (:
Plus, Ariel.
No need to say, i love you the most.
K bye.

2009-04-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO. :D
Yknow what.
Effing pissed off.
I'm so gna complain to Ariel.
Argh.
Sometimes i really wonder, what will happen if there's no Ariel.
I'll probably die.
As in SERIOUSLY.
NO JOKE.
I won't be able to live without her. ):
Sigh.
Julienne so cute!
So is Camille.
BUT ARIEL'S HOT.
Me love you lots. (:
I hate f&n.
Kill me.
I dont wna do anything now.
But wait for 2012 to come.
& we'll all die.
YAYNESS.
HAHA, sorry.
K bye. (:

2009-04-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

Hey.
OMG, its been ages since i last posted.
I'll post from friday thn.

FRIDAY.
Sports carnival.
Effing hot.
Kinda boring.
But cheerleading was awesome.
Joseph got second.
Joseph got second for overall too.
I'm so so happy.
Finally jospeh made history.
HAHA, after that went to qweensway to photocopy something.
Macs for lunch.
Bus to queenstown.
Home.
Slept.
Went for dance.
Stay over at Ariel's. :D

SATURDAY.
Woke up damn effing early.
But its all worth it for Ariel. :D
Saw their syf.
OMG, they were effing good.
I'm not surprised that they'll get gold with honours. (:
Met Camille after a LONG LONG time.
Gna catch up with her next saturday. :D
After everything, went back to Ariel's.
Had lunch.
Both of us starved for 19hrs!
Gastric. ):
HAHA, thn church.
Got pop quiz on sacrament.
FAIL.
Thn chose our service attachment.
I WANT ST. VINCENT DE PAUL. :DDDD
But don't know whether will get a not.
Cause Charmaine, Nicole, Nicholas & Stupid Chrisanto! (HAHA.) chose the same too. ):
After that, went for dance.
Church thn went back to Ariel's for pizza & Another Cinderella Story.
Very fun. ;D
Slept after that, so tired!

SUNDAY.
Woke up,
thn bath & made me hair.
Watched picture this.
VERY NICE. (:
Thn make up.
Lunch.
Left.
The comptition was so so only.
Very boring.
Got 2nd.
Quite shocked, cause i thought i'll be like 4th or something.
& after hearing something from my closest loved ones, i was effing pissed.
REGRET.
Argh, dad fetched me home.
Pizza, AGAIN.
FAT LUH.
& here i am.
So yeah.
I'm tired.
Gna go sleep soon.
Hee, bye.

2009-03-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

Today sucks so badly.
Woke up at 7.
Met Nicole at 8plus.
Met Joyee.
I slept, effing tired.
Thought we were late for dance, but we weren't.
Luckily.
I thought dance was a waste of time.
Did the yellow ribbons & the costume.
OMG, i really wonder how syf will be like.
Hmm, thn after dance.
Lunch.
Went to church.
I walked from the mrt to church.
Not very far though, but i kept thinking of stupid stuff luh.
So irritating.
Met celestine.
We were the first to go for catechism,
Practically everyone was late.
I slept again!
Hah.
Thn went for dance.
Thn home.
Oh, & thanks to billy, for summarising one whole movie.
Really really am touched luh!
HAHAHA, my bubble gum soon k!
I'll go find you at your place!
HAHAHAH.
Anyways, i'll probably lock my blog from tmr onwards.
K luh, bye.

2009-03-15T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hey, back from EFL.
Quick post & i gotta run. (:

Day 1.
- School @ 6am.
- Bus ride to custom.
- Crossed, Yong Peng.
- Breaks.
- Caving.
- Cave = Disgusting.
- Outdoor cooking w/ Annie, Brenda & Beatrice. (:
- Night Walk. Scary, no teacher.
- Down with flu & sore throat.
- Couldn't sleep properly.

Day 2.
- Woke up.
- Caving first.
- New Cave.
- Only class to do the new cave.
- Damn tiring.
- Vertical climbing.
- Leech bite.
- Fell don't know how many thousands of time.
- So many coackroaches in the caves! Gross.
- Vertical Ladder, scary.
- Went back.
- Lunch.
- Abseiling.
- I scratch myself! Damn bad k.
- Pack up.
- Left for Tekam Plantation Resort.
- Unpack.
- Bath.
- Briefing.
- Ton for awhile.
- Cards & HTHT with Qinping, Eileen, Farzanah & Weiqi. :D

Day 3.
- School visit.
- Help organize the games.
- Met new friends! :D
- The games played with them was awesome. (:
- Waste then rest of our time painting their school pillars.
- The paint keep dripping yknow, irritating.
- Back to resort.
- Bath.
- Briefing.
- Sleep.

Day 4.
- Flying fox.
- Did with Gen. (:
- Waited for the rest.
- Lunch.
- Rafting.
- FUN!
- Luckily my arm didn't ache. HAH.
- Back to resort.
- Bath & everything.
- Briefing.
- Sleep.

Day 5.
- Home. (:

EFL was alright.
Kinda scary.
But with friends, wonderful. (:
Mr Ng & Mrs Teo are the best teachers. (:
Pictures another day,
Camera with Brenda.
HAH, k bye. (:

2009-03-10T09:01:00.001-07:00

Bye Singapore.
Hi Malaysia. :D

2009-03-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Sorry for not posting in ages.
I can only use the com for 30mins everyday.
Oh wells, i don't have the time either.
Hmm,
I can't wait for EFL honestly.
But i haven started packing!
I'm dead.
Sunday, i'll probably rush for Jovita's BBQ.
If i have the time! :D
Thn monday, dance at O School from 9-4?!
how crazy is that, but well outing after that i guess?
Bernice chalet on tuesday & wednesday.
probably will stay over at her chalet. :D
Friday, dance again.
Thursday is the only day where i'll finish my holiday homework.
So yeah.
HAHA.
K, gotta go.
Oh & thank you Billy & Alif for the carebear!
You both are the best! :D
Bye. :D

2009-03-04T05:56:00.000-08:00

Hey ho.
K, today's papers were alright.
I think i can pass?
Not sure also luh.
I'll probably flunk all papers.
Look at how relax i am now.
No mood to study luh.
POA & SS tmr.
Tsk,
Dance was alright.
Train to meet Jovita, Joyce & Rena.
Bernice didn't come!
But she came to school to visit me.
& i don't know the guy she brought to school with,
but the guy very friendly.
HAHA, & he says i look like his cousin. -.-
Hahaha, yeah.
I just reached home, not long ago actually.
Well, conferencing with Alif & Billy soon.
Thanks guys, for being there for me & telling me jokes that i'll laugh my heart out. (:
Meet up soon k,
I'm gna miss S4L9004 the most! ):
K whatevs.
Life is effing miserable.
PB again.
Hope i'll feel better after venting on PB.
Hah, bye. (:

2009-03-03T01:26:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps. (:
Today was....
I think i screwed all papers.
I didn't even have the time to do finish my english paper.
Like wtf.
& the questions are so indirect.
Oh, anyways.
My sister have this prank caller.
This guy keep calling her.
I answered a few times.
& he talked shit.
If he ever gna call again, i'm gna call the police.
No joke k.
Go die luh you, MF.
Whatevs.
Tmr outing with Jovita & rest.
I wonder who's going.
Can't wait man.
HAHA.
Aww, i can't believe graduation is on sunday!
Effing fast.
I don't want to leave, seriously.
& guess who's my new best buds.
Billy & Alif!
They're the best luh.
Conference witth them like every night k.
& they can high damn fast.
But i tell you, they're effing vulgar. ;x
HAHA, study dates soon! :D
K, gotta go study.
Tsk. Bye! :D

Imy. ):

2009-02-28T06:44:00.001-08:00

Hey hey.
Guess what.
Today sucks, effing big time.
' Bumped ' into Joyee in the bus today.
Old school-ed.
TP was there, preparing for their school concert,
Well, not bad.
Uh, got scolded.
The whole group of us.
Wasted loads of time.
but i loved the steps Ryan choreo today. ;D
except for the last part. ;x
Yeah, oh he made us watch the TP students audition.
HAHA.
K, after that lunch with Sab.
Joyee went to meet her important person.
Left for church.
Got let off early.
But the bus took so long, so was kinda late for dance today.
After church, i got all sad. ):
Met family in church.
Dinner-ed.
Pissed off, as in really pissed off.
I was reflecting on my life.
& i realise, my life suck big time.
& yknow what, i broke down.
HOW COME?!
I don't know. ):
I was really sad.
I still am.
Home, locked myself in the room.
Thn i got better.
Argh, whats wrong with me man.
Whatevs, i hope tmr will be a better day.
At least i get to see friends i'll probably never see ever again after next week. ):
Argh, i'm gna miss you guys so badly.
K, bye.

I'm losing myself.

I don't know where to turn

I've been stuck in this routine.

I need to change my ways, instead of always being weak.

Stop it Ethel! How can you break down like that!

Pull yourself up & never break down again, NEVER.

2009-02-27T02:59:00.000-08:00

Hey darlings. (:
Haha, today was good i guess. :D
Assembly was boring, as usual.
Don't know what talk they give us also.
Mrs Wong is sucha...
I want Mrs Kong back! ):
CFT was slack.
I rushed my F&N work. :x
HAHA, but i handed in on time.
I love Ms Chin! :D
Bio after that.
There wasn't any test.
Sigh of relief.
HAHA, Mr Chu can't teach for nuts.
& Ms Wong was like making us sing.
Wth luh.
Hahaha, thn POA.
Test, & my balance sheet wasn't balance at all. ):
Recess!
Thn math.
Mr Ng is so....
Hahahah!
I practically don't like all teachers in our school.
EXCEPT for Mr Lim & Ms Chin!
They very cuteeee. :D
HAHA.
After math was chem.
There was test, but thn it wasn't those really important kind.
Just counted in CAs.
& i passed it, but just pass. -.-
Atfer school, extra lessons with Mr Lim.
It did help, a lot. :D
I'm gna try to do balance sheet later!
I hope its balance!
Wish my luck!
Hahaha.
Thn went to tiong.
Home with YOU! :D
HAHAHAH.

Kay, i'm gna post again.
But not here.
Don't ask me for the url, cause its no use.
I won't tell anymore.
Hah, sorry.
Kk, bye. :D

2009-02-25T01:22:00.000-08:00

Marshimellows. -.-
HAHA, lame.
School today was like..
fast.
Haha, time passed really fast today.
Okay, i'm kinda rushing.
Well, missed like one period of math.
Cause went for mass.
Mass was horrible, the choir couldn't sing properly.
No offence.
& i think the priest felt irritated too. -.-
Hmm, math was damn stressed up.
Mr Ng was fierce today, i don't know why!
Hmm, thn pe.
Didn't go, again. (:
Recess thn uh VE.
Went to Audi.
So boring luh.
POA was the best!
I'm starting to like POA & Mr Lim!
He's so cute luh.
He was like trying to teach the class.
Thn Eileen kept answering questions meant for other people.
Thn he ask her to shut up!
HAHA, damn funny luh.
Alrighto.
After school, went to hall.
Waited for Joyee.
Thn Nicholas Yeo called me!
Thanks ah, still ask whether can meet up for lunch. -.-
Hahaha, thn dance.
But i didn't dance.
Home like after 15mins.
HAHA!
Damn slack luh k.
OMG, 1 more min.
Gotta go.
Bye! ;D

2009-02-24T00:03:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
Okay, today is not a good day.
Lessons were boring.
Exams are coming.
POA lesson on friday.
I can't miss it cause i seriously can't pass it.
After this, i have to go out.
Tsk.
OMG, i'm gna try to study my hardest later.
No computer distractions i hope.
I'll probably go MIA for awhile.
Well, gotta go.
Bye.

2009-02-23T04:52:00.000-08:00

Hey ho.
Today's been suckish.
Seriously.
School was alright.
History ws good because i passed my test. Hee. (:
Chinese was alright, slept in class.
Nice!
Chem was alright.
Wrote stuff.
Text text text, aiyo.
HAHA.
Recess, sucked. ):
English, slack.
SS, even more slack.
Actually today not that bad luh.
Math after school was horrible.
Change sitting arrangement.
I SIT BLOODY HELL RIGHT IN FRONT.
I effing can't text in class anymore. ):
So sad luh. Tsk.
Hmm, dance was effing BORING.
We did practically the same thing everytime.
& the floor was effing dirty.
OMG, gross.
& now my leg is cramped up so badly.
I can't even straighte my leg properly.
Gotta stretch more.
After dance, homed with usuals.
& now i'm home.
Tired.
I can't remember what lessons i have tmr.
Oh oh wait!
I know, accounts. ):
Shito!
Kk, alright.
Gotta find a good confirmation name for Ariel,
cause people don't know how to pronounce her catholic name properly.
Aiyo,
Kk, bye loves! :D

2009-02-22T04:15:00.000-08:00

1.Who’s the person who tagged you?
Sabrina / Brenda.

2.Relationship between you and her?
Both are good & crazy friends of mine. :D

3. 5 impressions of her?
Crazy, funneh, all time idiots ( HAHA ), naughty people & world's most dumb people. HAHAH.

4.If she become your enemy you will?
HAHA, kick their ass. ( Kidding. ;D )

5.what will you say to the person you like very much?
HAHA. :D

6.A characteristic i like about myself?
Uh, none? Hah.

7.A characteristic i hate about myself?
Everything yaws.

8.For the person whom u hate, u say?
I don't hate anyone now.

9.What do u feel abt urself?
HAH. -.-

10.your crush?
HAHA. :D

11.Most ideal person u wanna be?
God. Be its never gna happen. HAHA.

Pass this one to 10 ppl:
1- Ariel.
2- Nathasha.
3- Cosmas.
4- Sherianne.
5- Tammy.
6- Karen.
7- Sabrina.
8- Brenda.
9- Eileen.
10- Qinping.

13.If 5 and 7 were together?
HAHA, they don't know each other & they're girls.

14.who does 5 like?
Her crush?

15.what colour does 9 like?
Blue.

16.Say smth to 8
Zac Efron.

17.Who is 2?
Onsky.

18.Talk abt 3
Great friend! ;DD

19.who is 10’s best frewn?
Eileen.

20.whose the sexiest among the 10?
ARIEL! HAHA. :D

21.what color does 4 like?
Uh, not sure. :x

22.Is 4 single?
HAHA,

23.ur relationship with 1?
Bestie for life! :D

24. Are 5 and 6 best frewns?
Nope, but friends. :D

25. 9’s nickname?
Brother! :D

26.7’surname?
HAHA, idk?

27.say smth to 4.
Hello Sherianne, i love you! :D

28.say smth to help 10
Go get attached with whoever you like!

29.who does 1 admire?
Doug.

30.where does 8 live?
Near tiong.

31.among 10 of them who u like?
ARIEL! HAHA.

32.Say smth to 6 when u see her-
Hello. :D

33.10’s spouse?
Haha, idk. Probably XQ? HAHA.

On lighter on,
I feel bad now. ):

2009-02-22T03:51:00.000-08:00

HELLO. :D
Today's wonderful.
Woke up as usual.
Left house like 9.10.
Boarded bus at like 9.20.
But still can reach Mindchamps in time. -.-
Wth luh.
Haha,
thn we took test.
Test the whole day.
But Vanessa & I didn't do anything.
We just quickly scribbled, copy.
Thn we slacked.
Alif & Billy kept drawing on my hand. ):
But they stopped after i took out painty!
HAHAH.
Lunch was awesome!
Got extra lunch break!
Yay! & Mos!
HAHA, power house!! :D
I think i love today most among all classes!
Hee. :D
2 more weeks & done!
No more lessons, fast aye.
I' gna miss friends there!
Espeially Vanessa ( Prawn ), Alif ( Chicken Wing/ Ayam) & Billy ( Sotong )
HAHA! I love the prawn team! :D
Meet up after course tgt k!
After course, tran to Newton.
Visit dad's new office.
Home after that, & here i am.
Kk, i'm gna do a quiz from Sab & Brenda in the next post.
So yeah. Hee.
Bye! :D

2009-02-21T06:01:00.000-08:00

Hi ya! :D
Okay, dance at old school today was alright.
I have a huge blueblack on my knee! ):
But its not pain.
HAHAHA,
k whatevs.
& muscle cramps!
Aiyo.
Thn PS with Joyee, Sab, Kim & Evonne.
Toast Box!
Hahaha, thn walked around PS.
Went to church.
Celestine didn't come, camp.
Haha, but thn got Charmaine & Nicole so it was alright.
& i kana called to answer twice today.
Sway man, but thn i anyhow answer one.
HAHA.
Met Ariel after church.
Went to studio.
Dance was not bad. ;D
Church after that.
Homed.
Yup, life's boring.
HAHA.
Kk,
Bye earthlings. :D

2009-02-19T04:51:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
I love today to the max! :D
Lets see what i can remember.
Hmm, i know chinese was damn slack.
I practically stoned the whole 2 periods. -.-
HAHA, house practice was fun.
It was wonderful haing to re-unite with 2mm08!
I mean, seriously.
& those who didn't go, yall seriously missed out LOTS of fun.
Tug of War was AMAZING.
I wna play again, with the same people.
It was damn fun although we lost a few times.
But i didn't even care.
I kept singing ' in the ayer' everytime we finish a game.
HAHA.
But anyways, GREAT JOB JOSEPH. ;D
& my hands still red.
But worth it. (:
&& home with Sabrina & Natt was like da bombzx.
Damn funny.
& yknow what, my phone died on me whn i was on the way home. ):
& Ms Koh effing scolded me because of laughing?!
Like wtf luh, effing pissed off with her.
& i can't believe she remembers my name.
Tsk.
K whatever.
Tmr's the day.
AHHHHHH.
Bye. :D

2009-02-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
K, kinda in a rush here.
Causeeee.
History test tmr, & i haven started studying!
AHHHHH.
& so many people are talking to me on MSN.
Idk why?!
Aiyo.
Kay, today's POA test was horrible!
I think i'm gna fail.
Tsk, i don't understand a single shit.
Oh, but some thingS good about today is.
I passed my F&N.
Not that bad.
I thought i'll just pass.
But i got 21.5/30.
HAHA.
Happy.
&& uh, i can't really say it.
But i got negative!
WOOHOO.
Like finally.
Oh & did i mention, i skipped PE!
HAHAHA.
Kay, studyig time.
Argh.
Bye world! ;D

2009-02-17T02:37:00.001-08:00

Hi.
Changed blogskin.
Aiyo, i hate all my blogskins.
They're all sooo horrible.
Today was like, -----
I don't know how to explain.
But i know i was like effing tired.
I'm tired practically everyday luh. -.-
& i hope problems will get solved soon.
I mean, this problem isreally getting out of hand.
& although i'm friends with Joyee & stuff.
I think both parties are at fault.
So i just hope both parties will apologise,
& thn everything will be settled! :D
Tmr need to stay back for POA & dance. ):
Thursday, house practice. -.-
Whats this man.
&& not mentioning, i hate math & Mr Ng.
Although he's teaching is not that bad.
He's gna change our seating postitions!
CANNOTTTTTTTTT.
Tsk, no fair luh.
& i don't want to sit right in front luh.
Tsk, kay whatever.
BYE! :D

2009-02-15T04:38:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
Sorry for not posting for so long.
Vday was spent well i guess. (:
I was suppose to go to Old School at 9.
But i woke up at 9. -.-
I planned not to go already, cause i was super tired.
But thn Ms Lim said i need to come down.
So i rushed & left.
Reached there around 10 plus.
The dance is damn nice.
The main part is dance.
WOW, i loveeee it.
But my knee a little swollen, got blister.
But nehmind, worth it.
Haha, tmr got dance too whoo!
Okay, carry on.
After that, PS with Joyee & Sabrina. (:
Walked, ate.
Damn fun.
Love hanging out with you guys.
Oh, & guess what!
I screamed damn loudly because of that stupid chewing gum!
Argh, HAHA.
Everyone stared at me k.
Oh, & Joyee!
Cheer up.
Eff that bastard!
Oh, & all three of us had roses! ;D
But its so horrible.
HAHA.
Went to church after that.
Had catechism.
Left for dance.
I danced with Ashton because Bryce sprained his ankle.
Damn funny okay.
Cause he's like shorter thn me,
thn whn he want to spin me, he either have to tip toe or jump.
Damn cute.
Thn i keep playing with him.
Haha, after that, church.
I paid attention!
Because homily was interesting.
& i did something stupid, not gna say it.
Only Ariel & I know :x
After that, i got really moody.
Went for dinner with family. (:
Vday was kinda good. (:

& today's Mindchamps is DA BOMBZX.
Although i didn't learn anything, & my teacher totally sucks.
But i laughed like mad today.
& i hate Alif, Billy, Kenneth, Darren & Kang Ming.
Take my unglam photos!
& they're gna put it up on facebook!
So mean right.
Wahlao, i have theirs too.
I'll upload soon.
All of you, you wait.
HAHA.
Kk,
gotta do homework.
Bye!

On a lighter note,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA!
& HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!

2009-02-12T00:38:00.000-08:00

Hi!
Quick post again.
This week is stressful!
Test like 24/7
Course like on tuesday, thursday & friday night.
Waste time!
Tmr got 3 test, i heard.
Chem, Math & POA.
I'm giving up on POA!
AHHHHHH.
I'm rushing.
& saturday!
Dance in the morning at old school!
Aiyo, die man.
Kk, need to go off.
Bye! :D

2009-02-11T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
K, i'm gna post fast.
I'll put the good things & the bad things of today.

Good things.
` I didn't go for PE. (:
` Recess was funny.
` VE was fun! Especially the love story! :D
` End school early.
` Excursion to Old Changi Museum.
` I love WW2.
` I think its very interesting & i wna learn more!
` Dad picked me up from Dover. (:

Bad things.
` I think i'll fail f&n test.
` I think i'm gna fail my history, POA & math test the next 2 days.
` Someone's angry, i don't know why cause she doesn't want to say. -.-
` & i'm kinda pissed off.
` Courses the next 2 days.
` I'm gna die.
` I haven gotten anything for friends.
` Saturday is Vday. ):

Kay, i'm gna end here.
Pictures up up.
Its all with Siyuan.
I took A LOT.
But thn i'll post some, cause most are unglam. :x
& we were taking while walking.
So our hair flew here & there because of the wind.
Haha, but i love her cause she's always there for me although we're not close.
& i'm gna vent my anger on my private blog now!
K, bye.

2009-02-09T23:37:00.001-08:00

Hello.
Short post.
Rushing off.
Today was alright i guess.
Wtf, i hate _____.
What kind of irresponsible teacher is he man.
Argh, so pissed off.
Kay, whatevs.
I wonder who's the one who keep stealing stuff from 3J.
Beware, police is coming. o:
HAHA, kidding.
Old changi with 3MM & 3J tmr. (:
Can't wait.
Kk, stressed!
Bye. :D

2009-02-09T03:58:00.000-08:00

Damn.
Today sucks honestly.
Worse day ever.
4 bad things happened.
Not gna name out cause i'm lazy.
I'm so tired.
I want to sleep.
I hope tmr will be a much better day.
Course tmr!
I haven gotten my Vday presents for everyone! ):
I gotta plan what i want to give!
Hmm, kay still thinking about it.
Kk, bye earthlings! :D

2009-02-08T05:56:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
Mindchamps totally rocked today!
Rock on maan!
HAHA.
I bought a orange carebear.
The key chain one!
It reminds me of ________.
So cute luh.
Haha, & the hair spiky one.
Love it to the max.
I want somemore.
I love carebear to the max k!
HAHA, after that dance.
Daddy was being sucha ______.
Suppose to pick me up.
But thn didn't answer my call, AT ALL.
& he was at Choa Chu Kang. -.-
Damn pissed yknow.
But because of Nat, i calmed down.
Cab-bed home.
Talked to Nat on the way home.
Love talking to Nat, especially about TCFY. :D
Inside joke. (:
Hah, kk bye.
I LOVE CAREBEARS! :D

2009-02-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

Today sucks, a lot.
Catechism was shit.
My classmates were so annoying.
Can't stand them.
No offence.
They're effing noisy okay.
Tsk.
& my sister slapped me today!
Wtffffff.
Damn pain okay.
Effing rude know she.
I slapped her back as well.
Kay whatevs.
I just want to apologise to 2 people.
I'm so sorry! ):

2009-02-06T03:29:00.000-08:00

HIHI!
I'm not gna post on what i did today seriously.
But i love today.
& i think i'll love tmr too! :D
Oh, & yknow for the survey thingy.
Those i would tell my problems to would be,
ARIEL, NATHASHA, JOYEE & BRENDA!
I love all of them.

001. Real name → Ethel.
002. Nickname(s)→ Wonderpig! :D
003. Star sign → HAH.
004. Male or female → Female.
005. Elementary → IJBT.
006. Middle School → STC
007. High School → Don't know.
008. Hair color → Black.
009. Long or short → Long.
010. Loud or Quiet → Loud.
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
012. Phone or Camera → Both.
013. Health freak → Not really. HAH.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Drive.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → HAH, yes.
016. Eat or Drink → Uh, dk.
017. Piercings → Ears.
018. Tattoos → Not at the mo.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ Yes.
020. Been in a relationship → NO.
021. Been in a car accident → Almost.
022. Been in a fist fight → YES, HAHAH.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Sec 1.
024. First best friend → Ariel.
025. First award → Don't know.
026. First crush → Some guy.
028. First vacation → Malaysia? HAH.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → My sister.
030. Last person you texted → :D
031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → Ariel & my sisters.
032. Last food you ate → Dk, haha.
033. Last movie you watched → Twilight.
034. Last song you listened to → Thinking of you.
035. Last thing you bought → Uh, old chang kee.
036. Last person you hugged → Siyuan!

FAVES:
037. Food → depends on mood.
038. Drinks → Aloe vera peach. :D
039. Clothing → Uh, dk.
040. Books → Storybooks!
041. Music → Tons.
042. Flower → Red Roses :D
043. Colors → Red, Green, Black
044. Movies → Angus thongs & perfect snogging! :D
045. Positions → Dk. ( WHATS WITH WEIRD QUESTIONS! )
046. Subjects → Recess!

IN 2008..... I

047. [ ] Kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ]went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [x] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Air
068. Drinking → NIL.
069. I'm about to → NIL
070. Listening to → NIL.
071. Plans for today → Sleep!
072. Waiting for → me. HAHA.

YOUR FUTURE: (IF the world doesn't end by 2012)
073. Want kids? → Guess so. HAHA.
074. Want to get married? → Yeah/
075. Careers in mind → Wonderpig! HAHA.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Both, haha.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Uh, both?
080. Sensitive or loud → Half of each. Haha.
081. Hook-up or relationship → :D
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Uh.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yup.
084. Ran away from home → Hmm, not yet.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Knife! HAHA, kidding.
086. Killed somebody → No. -.-
087. Broken someone's heart → Hope not.
088. Been arrested → No.
089. Cried when someone died → Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → No
091. Miracles → Maybe.
092. Love at first sight → Hmm, not really.
093. Heaven → Yes
094. Santa Claus → No.
095. Sex on the first date → EEW, NO.
096. Kiss on the first date → No. (:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → :D
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Quite contented. :D
099. Do you believe in God → DEFO.
100. This is the 100th and last.

& last thing,
CHEER UP SIYUAN! :D

2009-02-04T05:39:00.001-08:00

Hello.
Today is just weird, good & many other type of feelings.
HAHA.
I cried today. -.-
Damn lame seriously.
Even Joyee thinks so.
& where's Nat!
Haven heard from her since this afternoon?
& i can't contact her cause her phone & house phone is gone.
So com too.
Kk, i'm lazy to post about today.
I hate Ms S. Wong!
To th core i tell you!
Hate school to the maxxxx.
K, bye!

2009-02-02T01:04:00.000-08:00

I'm bored.
Passed by Brenda's blog.
She tagged me.
I do it for fun. -.-
HAHA.
I don't wna post about today/.
Because it totally suck.
Not all, but most.
& no dance today btw.
Kk. bye. (:

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
` Light on. ( Weird? HAHA. )

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
` Don't trust me. ( WHAT THEEEEEE. )

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
` A little too not over you. ( -.- )

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
` I'm the one. ( HAHA )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
` T-shirt. ( WHATTTTT???!!! )

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
` Gotta be somebody. ( Um, doesn't make any sense. )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
` If i were a boy. ( Makes sense alright. HAHA. )

WHAT IS 2+2?
` The show. ( -.- )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
` Right now. ( HAHA. )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
` I hate this part. ( Yeah i do! HAHA. )

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
` Dark blue. ( :D )

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
` hot & cold. ( -.- )

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
` Circus.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
` I don't care.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
` I believe.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
` When i grow up.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
` Hero Heroine.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
` Love story.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
` Forever & always.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
` The way i loved you.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
` What if.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
` Bleeding love.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
` The academy is....about a girl.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
` Pull shapes.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
` Thundeer.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
` Girls and boys in love.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
` Celebrity life.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
` Dance wiv me.

WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS, WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
` Don'r forget.

WHAT WOULD YOU POST THIS AS?
` I found out.

1-10. Anyone can do this. :D

2009-02-01T05:33:00.000-08:00

Hello!
Chingay yesterday was the best!
I loveee it so much, though it was tiring.
But not as tiring as the previous days one.
I had my cramps yesterday, sway.
But luckily it subsided whn we reached area 4.
& the post party was fun!
Line dance was damn fun.
Hahah, wonderful experience i must say.
Whn i reached home, there were still people at my place.
Couldn't sleep luh.
HAHA.

Well, today was alright?
Although it sucked a little.
MC was fun? It was a little dry in the end though.
After that, rushed like mad for dance.
Dance was alright.
Haha, hmm thn home.
Thats all.
My family is pissing me off.
I don't know why but i don't like my family although they're very 'good' to me.
Argh, watching chingay now.
Boring like shitz.
I want to go sleep already.
I'm like the world's largest pig.
HAHAHA, whatevs.
School tmr, RYAN!
AHHH, bye. :D

2009-01-30T20:30:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
I got time to post.
So i'll make a quick one.
Yesterday was effing tiring!
I swear!
We had 3 areas to cover.
Each area dance 3 dances.
Thn we had to run from one area to another.
Not much time to rest.
We wore like white blouse with a orange tee over which says Gek Poh CC at the back.
Damn hot luh!
Thn my blouse was damn wet seriously.
Look out for us okay!
Although we may not be featured.
But those who are going! :D
Hee, i hope today will be the bomb.
&& i think God answered my prayers for the previous post.
Although it rained in the afternoon.
but whn we danced, it wasn't raining.
So i thank God for that.
& i hope today will be the same.
Loves to everyone!
Bye. :D

2009-01-29T18:40:00.000-08:00

Sup.
Haha, i'm not at school today.
Woke up at 9.45?
Dead tired yesterday.
I packed MOST of my stuff already.
Probably staying over at Ariel's. (:
Hmm, i'm gna go over to KC later.
I think i'll look retarded. ):
AHHHHH.
I'm frigging scared that i'll forget to bring something.
OMG, & orange socks!
I've got nicer orange socks & its ankle.
So i'm happy. (:
Okay, i'm not sure whether i recovered from my stomach ache.
Although i don't feel as bad as yesterday.
I hope i'm fine now.
I REALLY DO.
Oh & i still want the Tender heart Carebear!
Its so nice, i can't take it anymore.
But its effing 59.90. ):
Like who would want to spend their money on me man.
Fine, whatevs.
Oh & i want to apologise to Brenda, Nat & Joyee!
So sorry i didn't come to school today.
Nat should probably understand the pain i was going through yesterday whn i was with her.
Hmm, okay.
I'll end.
Bye world. :D

2009-01-29T07:10:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo!
Today was HORRIBLE.
I repeat, HORRIBLEEEEEEEEEE.
I'm not gna say why.
I'll be possitive & say something nice about today.

- I had 3 cartons of chocolate milk! o:
- I have aloe vera peach now! :D
- F&N was fun! ( although failure )
- I passed my history. ( Just passed & i studied myself. )
- I slept in chinese.
- Chinese was very slack today,
- Drama started in the class beside us.
- Sabrina gave me angbao! ' Real' Money. (:
- Had dance & chingay practice today.
- God heard my prayers. (:

Hmm, thats all i guess.
AHAH.
I pray that i'll get well by tmr.
I pray that tmr & Sat's weather would be good!
I pray that everything will be alright.
I pray that everyone will enjoy themselves!
I loveee GOD. :D
Alrighto.
Not going to school tmr.
Gna rest, thn go to KC to meet Ariel. (:
I guess i won't be posting until sunday.
Bye bye. (:

2009-01-28T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hello!
Today was.......
Hahahaha.
Well, super tired.
Morning, had math.
Boring, i almost slept. ):
PE was fun.
Volleyball.
But damn hot luh.
I think i burnt already!
AHAH, & i got a little blue black. :/
Haha, F&N boring like shits.
Ms Chin is so cranky.
Worse thn last year.
Wonder whats wrong with her.
Aiyo.
Recess!
CUP NOODLES ARE DA SEX. :D
Cheap & not that healthy. (:
HAHAHA, so funny.
VE was a lil boring.
But thn whn we did ' peace by the river. '
Damn funny.
HAHA.
Weiqi got the videos. (:
POA was worse.
Oh & guess what, i passed my test! :D
15/25. -.-
HAHA.
Mr Lim made us stay back.
But i left soon after.
Cause i did all my work finish. (:
Went Backgate to meet the usuals.
But thn this time round, got no Sabrina cause she didn't come to school.
Added, Loshini ( sp? ), Tharshini & Amirah.
After doing finish business, went to tiong.
Joyee wanted to get something for her Aunt.
Oh, & guess what.
I WANT THE NEW WHITE CAREBEAR!
If any one is willing to buy for me, i'll do anything for you.
ANYTHING, i promise. (:
After that Lot 1 to meet mummy.
Got some stuff.
Thn walked around, can die sia.
Bought myn history book already!
Like FINALLY.
& thn home at about 6 plus. (:

I'm kinda excited for tmr, idk why.
I hope it'll be a bomb.
Kk, bye!

2009-01-27T03:36:00.000-08:00

Hihi. (:
Yknow, i don't think today was fun.
Uh uh, not at all.
Woke at 10 plus.
Gosh, had the weirdest dream.
I dreamt of Nathasha, Zara, Amirah, Anisah & this hottie. ;D
The dream is stupid, i probably shouldn't say.
If you want to know, just ask me. (:
Hmm, thn got ready.
Guest started flowing pass our main door.
Ang baos started coming.
Everything was boring.
All of us ( Ariel, Jannell, Shannon & I ) wanted to eat lunch.
& guess what my mum said,
' Can yall wait until all the guest leaves? I don't think there's enough food to go round. ' -.-
Wth ( No offence )
I was damn pissed off seriously.
She doesn't even care about us?
Tsk, thn i complain to my dad. Hee.
& guess what, he gavee us 50 bucks to eat SUBWAY!
Woohoo!
So we left home straight away, don't care what we're wearing. o:
HAHA, thn went to Railmall.
Ate subway, the cashier was damn dumb seriously.
Can't stand him.
Thn ate.
Went to cold storage to buy Ice & Green tea.
Home.
Slack awhile.
Went to gym.
I didn't work out as much i usually did.
I had cramps, again.
Pissed off.
Came home.
Slack again, atee dinner.
& here i am.
Bored to DEATH.

School tmr.
& Georgie & family are still here.
I want to learn French from them. :D
Its damn coool luh.
Hmm, i'm freezing to death now.
I must remember to bring jacket to school tmr.
I wonder what i'm gna do after school.
Hmm, & my phone sucks.
I don't want a phone anymore luh.
Having & not having a phone makes no difference to me. (:
So yeah, probably sell it away or something.
Well, alright.
I'm not sure whether i did all my homework./
HAH, who cares.
PE tmr.
Sian.
Bye bye. (:
No pictures today, sadly. ):

2009-01-26T07:04:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the horribly taken photos.

HAH, today's nice. (:

I hope tmr will be better.

Gym-ing with Ariel, Jannell & Shannon tmr.

Yippy!

Bye once again.

2009-01-26T06:54:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
Today's CNY.
Whoots.
Didn't sleep until 2 plus this morning.
Slept for an hour thn got woken up by the alarm clock.
Jannell fell, Ariel started laughing.
Whole house noisy!
HAHA.
Thn slept until 9 plus 10.
Woke up got ready.
My mum's side came.
Grand Uncle Joe & family came too.
Thn ARIEL go & show videos of me dancing.
Damn fugly i swear.
Embarrassing. ):
Left for relatives house.
Quite fun aye.
Haha, after that went home.
Soon, all of daddy's side came.
Played.
Ate.
Went down to slack, cam whored.
Walked aroound like mad dogs.
HAHA, did silly stuff.
Thn now we'rre back.
Pictures up up.
But not all up ah.
HAHA, some in my dad's camera.
Hee, so next post will be filled with pictures.
Bye darlings! ( To those who are reading. )

HAPPY CNY btw.

2009-01-25T02:31:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
I'm home.
No reunion dinner today!
HAHA.
Ariel & Ashton are coming over later.
YAY!
Well, today went to church.
My leg was shivering!
Idk why!
Bumped into Godpa & family.
Attend tgt with them.
Dad picked me up.
Went to this car shop.
I tell you, both of us almost died seriously.
Both cars were damn close.
& i got shocked.
My mp4 even dropped.
OMG, heart attack.
AHA.
Thn Bukit Timah Plazaa.
Boughtt groceries, collected the carpet.
Home.
I changed.
Left for reunion lunch.
Not all were there.
Only my dad's brothers.
So not all came.
But nehmind, seeing everyone tmr.
Haha.
Lunch was alright.
Shark fin, abalone.
Stuff like that.
Cereal prawn, fish, fried rice.
Yum.
I took unglam pictures again!
WHOOTS.
HAHAHA.
After that, went to westmall.
Bubble tea & Ba gua.
Thn Lovelle & Kenrick came over to my place.
They're still here.
AHA.
Went to the gym.
Run like mad.
I had cramps!
Idk why! ):
So i couldn't run successfully.
But 180 calories, GONE!
Gotta work more!
& stamina too! ):
Home.
HAHA.
Unglam pictures up.
Sorry for the stupid pictures.
Hee.
Bye! (:

2009-01-24T07:09:00.000-08:00

Hihi. (:
Haha, today was alright.
Kinda pissed off this morning.
Family & sutff.
Aiyo.
Dance.
Thn chingay.
Full dress, i think i look a lil cukoo.
Haha, & i did wrong steps for Reet Petite(sp?)!
How embarrassing! ):
But i kept laughing. :x
HAHA, after that left for Reunion dinner at the Yacht Club.
Fine dining buffet!
Yumyum!
But the food there was alright.
Some were wonderful.
Got chocolate fondue!
Nice nice, but fattening luh! ):
Well, ate until very full. :x
Went down, camwhored.
HAHA, walked around.
Thn Uncle Kumar treated daddy to a birthday cake.
Cause he's birthday is on the 31st.
& 31st is also chingay & church friends are all coming!
So yeaaah.
Thn celebrated & stuff.
Drank my coffee, eeyerr slow down my brain only.
HAHA, thn here i am.
Hee, i'm so glad there's no course tmr.
But still gotta wake up early, although not so early.
Hee,, reunion lunch with daddy side tmr.
Ariel & Ashton will be coming over.
Yippy! :D
Can't wait.
I hope everything goes fine. (:
Don't know whether to go school on friday not. :/
Hmm, well.
I'll end here. (:
Pictures below.
My eyes were damn small. HAHA.
Bye bye. (:

2009-01-23T00:12:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
I'm bored! -.-
I'm lazy to blog about yesterday.
I onlly can remember i went to school,
Tiong with Nat, Joyee, Sab, Tiff & Yvette.
Tiffany studied with me.
Left to studio.
Dance was alright.
Dad came to fetch me.
Went to buy CNY stuff.
Thn this indian guy kept starring at me.
I was like giving him that, ' What you starring at me for?' kinda face.
HAHA.
Watched Love blossom in the car on the way home.
Homed.

Plan to go school today.
But thn i forgot to re-on my alarm clock.
Thn i overslept.
Woke up at 9. -.-
Pig luh me.
Tsk, so sorry to those who asked me to come & 3MM! ):
This morning woke up.
Packed my house. -.-
Cause mummy asked me to.
Guest coming on monday & tuesday thats why.
& guess what, best dishes will be at my place.
& i really hope Ariel & Ashton will stay over!
& i'm smelling my favourite food now.
Don't tell you what it is, you want you come my house!
HAHA, kidding.
Went to the gym just now.
Ran for half an hour./
Build up my stamina.
HAHA.
& yknow what, my sister pissed me off.
I helping her, she don't want to help herself. -.-
& she can only run for 100m.
Whats this man.
Say she skinny.
Yeah right.
Now i'm hoome.
Gna need to pack one more shelf & i'm done.
I'm not suppose to use the computer actually.
But heck.
OMG,
can't wait for tmr.
Dance, chingay practice, Reunion dinner! ;D
Hee.
I hope i've got pictures to upload tmr!
Bye earthlings! :D

2009-01-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

Hello you. (:
Today was fun fun?
Hah, school was alright.
First period.
Celebrated the Jan babies.
Cake in class. ;D
Math.
Math test was alright.
But i think i'll fail. ):
Mr Ng going to change our seats! Oh no! ):
Pe! Whoo.
Fun!
Played volleyball with Annie & Eileen.
Wah, hit my hand until damn pain.
& i can't juggle for nuts! ):
F&N, boring like shitz.
Recess, CFT.
Fun!
Played the money game thing.
OMG, whn Mr Ng was playing with us.
He pulled people like nobody's business.
Wah, i tell you painful okay.
& the most unlucky ones are, Qinping & I.
Eileen, even worse.
People pull her like mad! -.-
HAHA.
Damn funny.
Thn i keep laughing until my cheek bones ache.
I want to stop laughing that time, Hasina keep laughing.
She laugh damn cute until i started laughing also.
OMG.
Haha, damn fun.
Thn head to canteen, gave us a harmony talk.
POA.
I keep talking to the rest.
Thn all of us kana scolding by Mr Lim.
But he scold very funny leh. :x
No offence.
Haha, went for dance.
For a very SHORT while.
Stretched, cam whored & played Whacko?
Haha, after that Sabrina, Wai Man Sxe Suan, Nicole & I left for Joyee's house.
Played with her hamsters. (:
So cute the baby hamsters.
But the mother go & bite the babies hands.
Like wth?
So disgusting! ):
If its still alive, Joyee will probably give me one. Hee. (:
Love Joyee lots. (:
Thn we ate, played, talked a lott.
Home at 6.45 plus.
Cabbed with Nicole. (:
I like Nicole's ear piece.
She got the connection where you can put as many earpiece.
Thn tons of ppl can listen to one ipod.
Cool aye. ;D
Okay okay.
{ edited. }
Pictures are below! :D
File too big.
Must slowly upload. :x
Dance tmr!
History test tmr. ):
gosh.
Bye!

2009-01-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

Unglam pictures from Monday's afterschool class. ;D

Pictures from Wednesday! :D

2009-01-20T03:44:00.001-08:00

Hihi.
Hmm, i'm not in a bad mood today.
What a relieve.
Hmm, today was boring.
POA was alright.
Bio was effing boring.
Hate bio.
SS was fun! :D
Recess.
English, another boring lesson.
Chinese was alright.
Mr Choe give us biscuits.
Haha, he keep giving us things.
So funny.
After school, went to back gate as usual.
Did stuff, left for tiong with Nat, Yingjia, Sab, Yvette & Tiffany.
Bought stuff, train-ed home.
Saw this person, whom Nat & I ALWAYS see.
Especially during exam periods.
& i bet she recognise us.
HAHA. But who cares.
Hmm, thn home.
OMG, yknow what, walking back home i saw this dead frog.
Flatten already.
Disgusting right.
Eeeww, gross me out.

Omg, i reach home & i see my phone house filled with new curtains.
All of them look so sweeet.
Hee, chinese new year coming.
Yayness!
Haha,
I hope ariel comes over. (:
Studying now.
Math, POA & history test the next few days.
I think i'll fail.
Tsk,
& guess what, yesterday whn we went to macs.
There was this guy, super irritating.
Keep starring at people's boobs & stuff.
Thn he touched my hand, i was like gross out.
& with his atitude, so much grosser!
Okay, don't want to talk about it.
&& my sister just pinched me, my skin peeled off.
So pro hor.
Anyway, tmr's test.
I can prepare to fail.
But still gna try my best.
Dance on thursday?
Bye. (:

2009-01-19T23:56:00.001-08:00

Hihi.
OMG, i've got Math & POA test tmr.
So, i've gotta study.
I'll post about today later.
:D

2009-01-19T03:47:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Omg, i'm back to my bad mood again!
I don't know why!
I stopped thinking about that the whole day & now its back!
So pissing off.
Trying to smile.
But my sister just whacked me.
Hate her.
I'll just post about today.

Went to school as usual.
First 2 periods was history.
Kinda boring, but i got my aloe vera peach to wake me up! :D
Something good about today.
Third period was chinese.
Did my work while talking to Janelle & Sharleen.
Fourth & fifth period was chemistry.
Yvette, Joyee & I were in one group.
Played with flour & water.
Fun. Another good thing about today. (:
Joyee took my wallet.
Very good ah.
Recess, thn english.
Boring like shit.
Hate english the most.
& yknow what, suddenly my wallet in my bag. -.-
Nathasha, Brenda & Joyee's hands are very fast ah./
Pass pass pass until reach my bag.
Haha.
Social studies after.
Aww, i love SS so much.
Mrs Tam is damn funny.
Another good thing about today. (:
School over but we still had extra lessons.
Thn everyone went down to eat.
While the other 2 classes had their lesson.
Talk to Mr Ng, about 2MM & stuff.
God, he wants our class to be united!
HOW?! ):
Hmm, math thn dance.
Ryan came.
I tell you, he wants to change the whole dance. -.-
After a few months of hard practice, he wants to change it again.
Gosh, can die.
After that left.
Dinner with Sabrina & Nicole.
Walked around tiong.
Hoome with Nicole.

& here i am.
I've decided to think about something good today.
I guess it helps cheer me up. (:
Well, i loveee those who cheered me up. (:
Oh shit!
I just realised i forgot to print the photos!
Ahhhhh! Damn.
Okay, got homework to do.
Bye bye. (:

Oh, &

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY & JOYEE! :D

2009-01-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

Sorry, i know i'm stupid.
Argh, my head hurts.
School tmr.
Mummy & Joyee's birthday tmr.
Gotta be happy.
Although stuff is still floating in my head.
I'm sorry to those who i haven been great to.
I know i'm a horrible friend/person.
Hate me.
Cause i deserve it. ):
I'm sorry.
Bye.

2009-01-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

Hi.
I'm gna write a short summary about today.
I'll forget about yesterday.
Yesterday totally sucks, like what i said in the last post.

- Chinese mass.
- MC.
- Boring & sleepy.
- Got homework.
- Stuupid friends.
- Disgusting ppl.
- Dance.
- Home.
- I'm effing sad now.

Done, my life is horrible. No one wants to know about my life.
So yeah. I really hope everything will be back to normal.
I mean, i don't know why but i think its because of my existence i caused everyone i know harm.
I'm crying now while typing this.
I loveeee you the most, no one else.
My only best friend, no one can replace.
I hope you'll feel better. ):
Aites, bye. ):

2009-01-17T05:28:00.001-08:00

TODAY SUCKS! ):

2009-01-16T04:43:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
Today was alright.
Haha, assembly & CFT was alright.
I walked around, & helped out a little bit with the class deco.
Went into 3J's class, for fun.
Hee.
Bio after that.
Did experiment.
Joyee took the photos through microscope.
So you can see the cells in a onion skin.
Hee, coolios.
After bio, POA.
Time passed really fast cause Ms Wong let us off late.
& POA test has been brought forward to wednesday! ):
Argh, got only a few days left to study.
tsk.
Recess, thn double math.
Quite fun aye.
Mr Ng was like wondering who to choose to answer his question.
So he was like, ' who's the last to point at their chin will have to answer. ' ( his finger pointing at his cheek. )
Thn everyone blur blur one, follow him point at his cheek!
HAHA.
So funny,
Chem, quite boring ah.
Feel like sleeping.
May do experiment next week.
Yay!
Haha, after school went to audi.
Changed, chat.
School had the catholic camp for the sec ones.
So they had to bless tthe audi.
thus all of us went to eat.
Whn we came up, LL was already there watching the rest practice.
We were like, oh no.
but she didn't scold.
Heng.
Haha, dance practice was alright.
But something bad happened.
Natasha thought she lost her phone.
Cause she left it outside whn they practising.
Thn she cried, she called her mum.
Her mum came down, talk to LL.
Nicole & Tiffany went around to look for it.
& thn found it in the audi. -.-
Aiyo, she's so careless.
Tsk.
Home with Joyee & Sab after dance. (:
Went to the gym with my sister whn i reached home.
Wahh, can die sia.
I'm so fat, gotta lose weight asap!

Omg, i just did finish a quiz about creativity.
I think i'll fail.
Tsk.
& yknow i think i'm gonna be broke this month.
Is like so many birthday babies.
Today's my parents ann & Firkha's birthday.
Tmr's Yingjia's birthday.
Sunday's Kim's birthday.
Monday's Joyee & mummy's birthday.
31st is daddy's birthday.
Chingay & friends are coming over on the same die!
Stress man.
Going to broke already.
Luckily CNY coming already.
Yay!
Haha, people are gonna come over for both monday & tuesday.
Anyone wants to come? (:
Hahah, kidding.
Hmm, gonna go out on tuesday to celebrate Joyee's birthday i think.
But Math & POA test is on wednesday!
Tsk.
K luh, i'm damn bored.
& fat!
Tmr's chingay!
Hmm, hope it'll be fine.
Pictures will be below.
3 only. Haha.
Kay, bye!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DADDY & MUMMY! :D
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRKHA! :D

Onion skin cell! Cool aye! (:

Christmass family photo. All thee cousins from my mum's side. I look ugly, don't look! Haha.

See the names? I loveee Joyee & Brother! :D

2009-01-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

Hey.
Gonna post about yesterday & today.
Hmm, i'm dead tired.
But lazy to sleep.
So yeah. Kay, i'll get started.

Wednesday, 14th.
School was fine i guess.
Can't really remember what happen.
I only can remember Mr Lim laughed a lot.
Like finally, he laugh.
HAHA, after school bus to Tiong.
Lunch at Grillers.
XQ came to talk to Qinping.
Left after awhile.
Headed to bedok.
Went to Ariel's place.
OMG, i tell you ah its very difficult to find her place.
Seriously.
Bought her lunch for her.
Went to bath & do my homework at her place.
Watched her dance conert last year.
OMG, some were damn funny.
& actually it wasn't that nice.
Only some parts.
Hmm, left for studio after that.
Shannon & all were there.
Left for Kallang after awhile.
Chingay practice was alright.
I mean, it was fine.
Except the part where they kept making fun of me & this guy, & that i almost fell.
Its so irritating.
OMG, but the rest was alright i guess.
Except that we had to do 3 dances & run after one dance, super tiring.
But can lose weight luh.
We did it like 3 times.
Wah, sweat like shit.
But fun luh.
Left after that.
Met parents.
Ate, home at 10 plus going to 11.
Yup.

Today.
School was alright.
F&N was HORRIBLE.
Celesta, Brenda & I were in one group.
But celesta wasn't feeling well, so she went home.
Left Brenda & I.
Gotta multi-task.
OMG, i tell you ah.
I think i was a pain in the ass for brenda luh.
Felt really bad.
& i felt like a maid, washing all the utensils & stuff.
I mean i kept washing & using & thn washing & using it again. -.-
Damn tiring okay.
Aiyo, after F&N was history.
Sian diao, so difficult.
Tsk.
Recess.
Ate what i cooked.
Wah, a lot leh.
Super full.
I think i put on weight already. ):
English after recess.
HAHA, Ms Koh didn't come cause she had an interview.
So had a few relief teachers.
Damn slack.
Math after that./
Wahh, i feel like sleeping.
Idk why all of a sudden.
Tsk, chinese after that.
Ting xie!
Haha, i think i'll get full marks.
Don't tell you why.
Shh.
HAHAHA.
Mr Choe very cute sia.
Thn play around.
School ended at 2.25. Tsk.
After school, went to back gate.
Were tgt with Nat, Joyee, Tiffany, Sab, Sharleen, Arena, Yvette & Arianna.
They went to do their thing while i kept a lookout.
HAHA, i was opening my leg so big until my red fbt could be seen.
Sexy mah, hor.
HAHAHA, kidding.
Went to tiong to meet Nat's blind date.
I tell you, Nat was damn kiasu.
' Take cab, take cab! Going to be late already! '
Thn i was like okay.
So split cab.
Tiong-ed.
Brenda was waiting for Yvette.
Went to the mrt station to meet Nat.
Thn her face expression was damn bad.
I was like, oh okay.
Thn i saw the guy, ugly man.
Thn all of us left.
Talked & talked.
Bus-ed with Joyee.
Home.

Oh & to Joyee.
Don't give a damn to Gab anymore luh.
He's not worth it.
& he's a bastard.
Only know how to break people's heart.
& he's a total coward.
Only know how to hmmmm, ummmmm.
So stupid sia.
You'll find someone much better, i'm sure okay.
& don't worry, you've got ALLLLL of us.
So cheer up hunney! (: Love you.

Okay, gotta go.
I'm so hungry.
HAHA, i'm like pig.
Gastrict the whole night yesterday.
Tsk, but whatevs.
Valentine's on the 14th! OMG, a month away.
Tsk.
Kay, bye. (:

2009-01-13T03:03:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
School was alright today.
POA, boring.
Felt like sleeping.
Bio after that.
Also very boring, & difficult.
Felt like sleeping also.
But did experiment towards the end.
Damn cool. (:
Social Studies next,
OMG, damn fun i swear.
I loveeee SS.
Mrs Tam rocks. (:
Recess, thn english.
OMG, boring also.
But i kept talking to Qinping.
Haha, we were rating the guys who like her.
Damn funny okay.
Oh, & thn announcement.
School ended at 1.30 today!
Whoots.
Chinese was boring.
But i slept during class.
HAHAH, free period.
Yay!
After school, stayed back.
Dance trial.
It was alright.
Some had major atitude problem luh.
But some were damn cute, seriously.
Joyee left early.
Ms Lim came.
She changed a lot.
Her fashion sense, hair style, & she didn't scold us today/.
Amazing huh.
& she thanked us for coming to help me.
Hee. (:
Home after that, had a heart-to-heart talk with ______.
(:

After today, i realised being in a relationship is hard.
Having seeing what problems others are having.
Aiyo, so i'm kinda scared.
Haha, IF i ever get into a relationship,
i hope that person will change my point of view. (:
Thn i'll love that person lots.
HAHA.
Kay, bye. (:

2009-01-12T03:22:00.000-08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Hahaha, i loveeee this song.
It makes lots of sense.
Hmm, if my life were like this.
I still loveee decode a lot.
But decided t change it.
Or else very boring.
OMG, the love blossom show very sad luh.
I cried okay.
Tskk, haha kay luh.
Bye again. (:

2009-01-12T03:01:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
Today was kinda alright i guess.
First period, history.
Wah, can die sia.
I read the textbook until i want to sleep already.
I was super tired okay, seriously.
Chinese was alright.
Mr Choe damn funny luh.
I did my homework during class, shh.
Haha, hmm let me think what was after that.
Uh..Oh yeah!
Chem!
At first whn i was late for class, i thought Mrs Nooh was shit.
But thn, she changed & made us laugh?
She talked about her pregnancy.
Damn funny luh.
OMG, i kept laughing.
Thn i thought hmm, she's not that bad afterall.
Recess, thn english.
Wahh, boring luh.
But Qinping, Eileen, Brenda & I were talking among ourselves.
Haha, after that was Social Studies.
Another fun lesson.
Mrs Tam was damn funny, talking about her life & stuff.
I kept laughing.
& thn she never really teach us.
Just explain & we copy down.
I like this kind of lessons.
HAHAHA.
After that, school over.
Went to hall to see the students who were receiving their Os result.
OMG, some people cried because they're either happy or sad.
So poor thing.
I scared luh.
I doubt i'll even pass Ns. -.-
Huh huh. ):
I'm damn scared.
Hmm, oh had dance after that.
Hate the gyms teachers, no offence.
Pratice, stretched & left.
No teachers in charge mah.
Leave anytime we want lor.
Hahaha, late lunch at Macs with Joyee, Sabrina & Nicole.
Bump into a few peeps.
Home. (:
Here i am.
hee.
OMG, guess what.
St. Nicholas's will have extra day off because their student top for Os.
No fair!
I also want! ):
HAHAHA.
Chingay practice on wednesday. (:
Kk, bye.

Oh, & on a lighter note.
I don't like boys playing with my friends feelings.
So stop two-timing & hurting my friends feelings alright!
Make up your mind!
Idiot.

2009-01-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
This weekend was damn hactic.
I'm damn tired.
But i still can use the computer.
I'm bullshhitting.
HAHA.
Talk about yesterday first.

Saturday!
Morning, woke up early to go to school.
Flag day!
At first i thought it would be kinda horrible.
Seriously.
But after we went our separate ways.
My junior, Nicole, & I went to Tanjong Pagar plaza.
No one wanted to donate.
Only a few donated.
Bump into Weiqi, Qinping & Brenda.
Planned to go Chinatown, thn Raffles thn suntec.
In the end, stayed at TP. -.-
We moved to outside the MRT station there.
Near zebra crossing.
Good place sia.
My tin was 3/4 full.
So proud of myself. (:
Hahaha, after that went back to school.
Went to SRC.
Bathed.
Went for dance.
Almost late sia, scare me to death.
After dance, left for Gek Poh.
Ariel, Bryce, Cosmas, Alex, Vivian, Ashton & I squeezed in the car.
HAHAHA, damn funny.
Practice again.
I still can't kept laughing.
Zi high luh.
Haha, after that left for Hawker Centre.
Ate late dinner.
Thn left for airport.
Played around.
Daddy came to fetch me home.
Slept.

Today.
Woke up at 6 plus.
Wahh, so tired sia.
Went to church.
My bag damn heavy.
Tskk tsk.
After church, bus to Toa Payoh.
Breakfast, went for course.
Straight after course, went to bus down for dance.
I prayed not to be late.
Luckily i wasn't.
Phew.
Dance was alright.
I studied while waiting for daddy to pick me up.
Hee, i'm so guai.
Daddy fetched me.
Auntie Doreen & Amelia were in the car.
For a moment i thought it was Sabrina.
Haha, look like a little bit.
Haha, home.
& here i am.
I need go bath & sleep already.
Tired like shit.
Bye bye. (:

2009-01-09T03:11:00.001-08:00

HAHA, i think i'm damn stupid.
I'm posting a second time due to boredom?
Haha, i just did finish my math homework.
Love math.
Its easy, i think?
Haha, i left chinese & MC homework to do.
Argh.
My sister's hogging the phone.
She uses the phone practically 24/7.

Oh & to __________,
how dare you call my sister stupid!
You broke up with her thn call her stupid.
Ask her go & die & stuff.
How mean can you be?!
But thanks anyway, you're in the same school as her.
Same level as her.
That means you're calling yourself stupid too.
& btw, thanks for asking her to die.
I hope you can live for as long as 1000 yrs old.
I really hope you do.
So you can suffer for almost your whole LIFE.
Eff you luh.
Don't you ever insult my sister again.
Bastard.

Oh &,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAOMI! (:

Okay, watch teevee, eat thn do homework.
Bye bye. (:

2009-01-09T01:26:00.000-08:00

Hihi. (:
Well, i've decided not to get pissed off with her anymore.
Went to school as usual.
Had assembly thn CFT.
But both got replaced with Flag Day briefing & displine talk.
Sian.
I feel like sleeping luh.
After that, bio.
Ms Wong didn't come, so walked around to find classroom.
Thn left 1 period, did our work.
POA, okay luh.
I'm still not use to Mr Lim's accent.
So cannot learn properly.
Recess.
Math!
Loveeeeee.
Very fun, but sadly got to leave in the middle of lesson.
Sec 1 orientation!
HAHA,
it was alright luh.
Slacked.
Walked around with Joyee.
Played Tennis with Shanel, Annie & Joyee.
I'm sucha loser.
First time playing, & i hit the ball off court.
Wahlao eh.
HAHA.
But i think its very fun.
HAHA.
Met Linglin, went to tiong tgt.
She's damn funny luh.
Whn she's mad, she's damn high.
& i keep laughing. -.-
HAHA/
Home-ed.
OMG, i''ve got the new starhub cable.
The one can rewind, record.
Stuff like that, so cool luh!
HAHA.
& thn i watched Wizards of Waverly's place.
& they played the one where the mum says, ' Pull the cord. '
So funny luh!
I keep rewinding.
HAHA.
OMG, flag day tmr!
Dance tmr!
Chingay tmr!
Can't wait! (:
Kay, alright.
I'm going to forget things.
Oh & cheer up Isabella.
Bye bye. (:

2009-01-08T02:01:00.000-08:00

OMG, I was effing pissed just now seriously.
Now i'm fine after talking to Ariel.
School was alright today.
But kinda boring.
4 periods of F&N, what d'you think?
Haha, everything started sucking after school.
JOYEE, SIYUAN, LINGLIN, ISABELLA & BRENDA CHAN.
Love you guys the most.
Homed with these people.
Sorry, i just suddenly felt like crying cause i couldn't take it anymore.
But thanks for everything. (:
Thank you to Ariel too.
She's so nice to lend me a listening ear. (:
Texting her now.
Telling her how i feel & stuff.
I think tmr, will suck too.
Argh.
Oh, & my parents are coming back today.
I'm very glad.
Everything seriously went wrong without them.
First my cousin, thn Amanda & Ariel, thn now my own.
Argh, i hope everythings goes back to normal.
Idk why, but i feel like crying while typing this post.
2009 is so horrible.
I thought i could change for the better, & have a great year ahead.
But i guess i can't.
Why must it be like this, whn i already plan to enjoy my life.
So pissing off.
Argh, not fair.
Well, i realised how i usually vent my anger.
By typing everything down on my blog. (:
But of course not this one.
But in my another blog.
Its a secret, no one knows at all.
There's a lot of vulgarities there.
So hope you guys won't find it..
Haha.
Okay luh, i actually planned on writing a note on my blog about the person that made me feel this way.
But i though, maybe its not a good idea.
So i'll probably vent my anger on my secret blog.
Hee, alright.
Bye. (:

2009-01-07T02:34:00.000-08:00

Hey hey.
Hmm, school was alright.
I guess? Haha.
Well, i don't hate school now.
I'm glad that.
Lessons as usuals.
I think i'll like Mr Patrick Ng's lessons the best.
& the worst, Mr Lim. -.-
No offence luh, seriously.
I mean, i cconcentrated.
Seriously, i did.
Real hard somemore.
But thn i can't understand him.
He speaks so weirdly.
Although I pity him whn he tries so hard & most of our class are not listening.
Oh & for F&N, Ms Chin is my teacher!
OMG, i'm so happy.
& i'm scared for Home Econs seriously.
I mean, cooking 3 ddishes within 1 & 1/2 hour?
Crazy.
I can't cook for nuts, honestly.
HAHA.
School food sucks, fyi.
I prefer last years.
More choices, cheaper & so much nicer okay!
After school, had dance.
Damn slack seriously.
But fun.
173 with Joyee & Nicole.
Not as long as i expected.
Hmm, haha.
Alright.
& fyi, if i spell things wrongly, like for e.g. pity & i spell it piity.
Its typo error cause i'm using a laptop.
& the keypad is so soft.
& i type very fast.
Thats why.
Hmm, alright.
Bye.

Oh, &
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIA! :D

2009-01-06T00:03:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
This is my 101 post.
Coolios.
Haha, hmm.
Had proper lessons today.
Brought POA & bio to school only.
Lazy bring the rest.
Lucky also, cause they also never use.
Hee, school was alright.
I'm still deciding whether to take CLB.
Argh, pissing off.
PE tmr.
Eeeeee.
OMG, i don't like my POA teacher.
I can't understand what he's saying.
So horrible he's english.
Tsk, & Mr Choe is my cheena teacher.
Amazing huh.
OMG, now got so many problems.
Aiyo, stress.
But i also think quite ridiculous.
Hmm, i can't wait for Saturday.
Chingay Rehearsal. (:
I want to get high again.
I'm weird.
Don't mind me.
Hee, argh.
Miss you so much luh. ):
OMG, little nyonya finish already.
Wonder whats the next show about.
Hope it'll be nice.
I've got homeowork to do.
Argh.
Gotta do soon.
Dance tmr! Whoots! (:
Bye! (:

2009-01-05T00:09:00.000-08:00

Many things happen in a few days.
I'm really sad right now.
Although i don't really know him well.
He's related to me.
I'm going to the wake later.
Not sure whether for funeral.
Well, had Mindchamps & dance yesterday.
I think Mindchamps was fun. (:
Learnt new stuff.
Met new friends. (:
After that, went to Gek Poh.
Had Chingay Rehearsal.
It went alright, i guess.

Now school.
Today was alright.
Mr Patrick Ng came,
He's very nice.
& i'm really happy he's my form. (:
Lessons start per-normal tmr.
I want today!
Talk about red cross & all.
Ooh, flag day on saturday!
Group members are Celesta, Sharleen, Zihwei & Meiying.
Although i'm not very close to them.
At least 3 of them are from MM-ians. :)
Homed with Nathasha, Lynette, Genevieve & Andrea.
Gave dance a miss, cause gotta go for the wake.

Okay, on a lighter note.
I have to apologise to Byrce & Sherianne.
So sorry for all that I've caused.

Oh, & one more thing.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANNIE TAY; SWEET THANG. :D
We had our ups & downs.
Its normal during friendship.
But you've always been the most crapiest friend on Earth!
& i loveee you so much for that.
I'm glad you're in my class now. (:
Hang out soon honey.
Hope you enjoyed your birthday. (:
Tons of loveee.

HAPPY BELATED SHARLEEN. (:

2009-01-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings. (:
Well, its a saturday.
Still having headache!
3 DAYS! ):
Watching dancing with the stars, repeat of yesterday.
Finals. (:
Helio & Julianne Won.
I loveeee Julianne.
She's a wonderful dancer, singer & actress. (:
I want to watch last year's Dancing with the stars.
Julianne's still dancing, but with another guy.
I think he won?
If i'm not wrong.
WOW.
Haha, well.
Dance later, church.
Michelle's place.
Birthday party! :D
Hahaha, i wonder what it'll be like.
Hope it goes well luh.
Hmm, alright.
I hope my headache will be gone.
It really hurts.
Argh.
Bye bye. (:

2009-01-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

Hihi.

First day of school.

The feeling was rather different cause i went to school in a happy mood.

Seeing the people i loveee oh-so-very much,

& the people i don't really like.

I decided to not hate people anymore.

Make my life even worse.

So now i'm hate-free.

HAHAHAHA.

Well, saw Nathasha & Nura! :D

Went to the canteen as usual.

Hugged tons of people.

Assembly on hardcourt.

Wahlao, 3MM in the middle sia.

In front of the flag pole.

Damn sway.

Saw Esther!

HAHAHA.

Her class is only beside mine.

Talks & talks.

Went to class.

C209! :D

Sat next to Celesta thanks to Brenda!

Ps me whn Janelle come.

Nehmind.

Form: Mr Patrick Ng.

Co-form: Mrs Evelyn Teo.

I guess our teachers are not so bad as 3J.

I like funny teachers.

Like Ms Koh!

But she's not our teacher anymore.

Argh.

OMG, & yknow PE is like 2 periods only! :D

& F&N is like 5 periods in a week!

4 periods in a row!

Butt ache! ):

Oh, flag day next saturday! :D

I wonder where we'll be doing.

I hope not Toa Payoh.

So far from school!

After school, cab to tiong with Nat & Joyee.

& they treated me, but i paid 20cents.

Hahaha, thanks anyway!

Bought seafood tempura!

The rest bought other stuff.

Bumped into Sze Xuan. :D

Trained!

& now back home.

Yknow, i had headache the whole of today.

Seriously, hurts like mad.

& school food canteen is horrible!

I prefer last years luh!

I don't care luh, i bring home food.

Cheaper & nice can.

Tsk.

Nathasha's going JB today.

I hope nothing goes wrong!

I'll pray for you, don't worry!

OMG, guess what.

I'm fighting with Vivian Chew again. -.-

She & her lameness.

Aiyo, like last year like that.

Hahaha, sway!

Same class.

HAHAHA.

Results for CMC on monday.

I hope i don't get any position.

I really hope.

Okay, i want to sleep thn watch dancing with the stars!

Its goood telling things to Nathasha! :D

She's da best!

Bye.

One more thing.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NURA! MY LAUGHING PARTNER! :D

Aww, although we're not in the same class this year.

I still love you!

We've been from ijbt, to STC.

Wow, same class for like 4 years in a row?

Amazing huh.

Time passes so fast.

Still remember whn we were like best friends in P5.

You were the loudest speaker in class.

But 5/6 joy still loved you!

I hope you have the best time in your life.

Enjoy your day! :D

2008-12-31T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hello.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Yesterday was alright.
Haha, went to Auntie Mag's place.
Not many people were there.
But it was fun.
Ate.
Watched little nyonya thn The Noose!
Thn watched Camp Rock. -.-
Cause Ariel & Ashton haven watched it yet.
Well, it wasn't that good.
Saw the special features & all.
Time passed so fast that we didn't know it was already 11.45.
So turned to the channel 5 countdown.
Countdown tgt.
Wished everyone.
Drank champagne.
A little bit.
Eeeeee, i can't stand the taste after awhile.
Sorry, but i'm not a major alcoholic.
HHAHA.
I texted.
I think singtel were lagging.
So mine couldn't send in time.
Although i sent it on time.
Hahah.
Watched Josie & the pussycats.
Damn boring.
So 2 plus, turned to BBC!
OMG, they have all channels!
Watched dancing with the stars.
But for awhile only. ):
Left at around 3 plus.
Homed, slept.

Now, everyone's at mine.
I mean all my cousins.
Like family gathering.
Hahahaha,
I haven watch finish Taking 5.
But i watched Wild Child & Angus thongs & perfect snogging already.
HAHAHA, i like english accent.
Very nice.
Haha, OMG.
& guess what, my dad subscribed to BBC.
I can watch dancing with the stars like everyday!
I'm damn happy.
Whoots.
Haha, school's starting tmr.
I'm not going to hate it or anything.
I'm going to change for the better.
I want to be a better person every year.
I want to enjoy life.
Hee,
Okay, bye peeps. (:
Pictures below.
I love taking people's candid photos. :X

2008-12-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
2009 is reaching soon.
A few more hours.
I can't wait.
Schools starting.
I'm not really looking forward to it,
neither am i not looking forward to it.
Oh, & guess what?
Ariel & Ashton is tagging along.
They're coming with us to Auntie Mags place!
Whooots!
I can't wait!
Cassandra will be there!
OMG, late nights & early mornings!
I doubt we'll be home by morning.
Hahaha, well.
I can't believe Esther found my blog!
Probably through Weiqi!
Aww, i miss her!
I'll get to see her in school!
Love her lots.
I'm having my sore throat & a little flu.
Argh, whn can i get well!
Gonna watch Angus Thongs & perfect snogging again later.
5th time!
Da bombzx.
Aaron Johnson is the hottest!
HAHAH, okay.
I'm going to be a happy-go-lucky girl tmr.
I don't care what happens.
But i'm going to be happy my whole life.
No matter what happens.
Unless there's no choice.
Hahaha, okay.
Stress is nearing.
You'll get to see white hair on my head soon.
Hee, bye huns! :D

2008-12-29T20:30:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
I'm backk.
Sorry about yesterday.
I was really pissed off.
So so so pissed off that my fever came back.
I didn't know emotional can cause you to get sick.
Maybe love sick luh.
But certainly not anger sick. O:
Hahaha, well.
I feel really bad right now,
Watching dancing with the stars again.
I'm watching the same episode i watched yesterday.
Sabrina's going out.
Wasted!
She dance super well okay!
& she's an inspiration!
I miss _____.
I know i'm not supposed to.
But i do.
Weird me.
But i'm quite pissed off at something.
Won't want to say it.
Ariel is so sweet.
I love her lots.
Thats random, but i really do love her.
I'm going to end here.
Ariel should be coming back soon cause she went to school this morning.
She's going home to get Angus thongs & perfect snogging DVD.
She says since we can't watch it in the cinema, we'll watch it at home.
So sweet luh she.
Hahaha, okay i'll end.
Gotta rest.
Bye huns.

2008-12-29T06:44:00.000-08:00

Wt*, i'm pissed off.
Wahlao!
I want to say a lot of wahlaos okay!
Tsk, today was indeeeeed fun!
Until my parents came home.
Early in the morning, Ariel & I was about to sleep.
Until, Ariel started her ' Would you rather..' ( In british accent )
We started laughing like crazy!
So slept at about 2 plus, 3.
Woke up at like 9 plus.
Effing tired.
But thn couldn't go back to sleep.
So woke up, watched Dancing with the stars!
I loveee the show.
Sabrina from Cheetah girls & one of the spice girls were da best dancer in the competition.
But sadly, Sabrina got kicked out!
Not enough votes!
Tskkkkkk.
I got my leg & arm massaged.
It still hurts.
Wonder whats wrong.
But i don't give a shit damn.
I want to go out tmr!
Wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
But i'm not allowed to.
Its like, this will be my last last LAST TIME.
OF THE YEAR!
School's starting on friday!
So pissed off.
My dad is like okay with it.
But thanks to my mum,
he says CANNOT.
Pissing off right.
My parents are like fcuking strict.
I wish i could have like more freedom.
Seriously.
I mean TOO much freedom also no good right.
BUT NOW, i have NO freedom at all!
I feel like crying!
I'm like letting out my anger on Brenda!
Some on Ariel.
BUT I STILL CAN'T GET THE ANGER OUT OF ME.
Now can you see how pissed i am!
ARGH ARGH ARGH.
NOW I HATE LIFE BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS!
THEY WANT ME TO THINK POSITIVE & ALL.
BUT THEY ARE THE ONES WHO WANTS ME TO THINK NEGATIVELY.
I'M SO EFFING PISSED OFF.
& I THINK I'M HAVING A FEVER.
BUT I'M NOT TELLING ANYONE.
I HATE YEAR 2008 SO MUCHHHHHHHH!
SERIOUSLY A LOT!
THANKS TO SOME OF THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.
I DOUBT ANYONE WOULD SEE THIS.
CAUSE NO ONE VISITS MY BLOG.
THATS GOOD.
'OKAY WHATEVER.
BYE.

2008-12-27T19:47:00.000-08:00

Hello.
OMG, i'm bored to death.
Staying at home is boring.
But i still don't want school to reopen.
Maybe school reopening is better?
At least i can concentrate on school & my mindchamps.
I'm gonna be pack.
I have to wake up at 6 plus on a sunday for a few weeks.
Tsk, so irritating.
But thats the only thing i can do if i want to commit for Chingay & Mindchamps.
So i'm willing to wake up early.
New years coming.
I want to go to Auntie Mag's on new years eve!
We didn't go over last year.
But this year i want to go!
I like stay overs.
Watching DVDs til 5 in the morning.
Damn fun, (:
I hope Ariel can come along.
It'll be better. (:
Ariel & Ashton are gonna stay over today.
Can't wait. (:
I'm so sorry!
I think i'm the one who passed my sickness to Ashton & my siblings.
I feel bad! ):
Kay, my cousin's are here.
Post later maybe?
Or tmr.
Watching dancing with the stars! :D
Bye. (:
Miss you. ):

2008-12-26T20:28:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
OMG, i freaking hate yesterday.
Seriously.
No one knows why, & i'm going to keep it to myself.
Well, stayed home the whole day yesterday,
Ariel was at her grandma's house so she could use the computer.
We chatted online.
My mum was at home.
Packing my books & all.
Actually i've got nothing to write about yesterday.

Well, i think my life totally sucks.
As in seriously.
Is like, i can't make a choice of my own because of others.
I have to forget about my crush, because of others.
I have no choice, cause if i choose to make A decision.
Some people will take my life away or probably hate me for life.
If i choose to make B decision,
some people will also take my life away or probably hate me for life.
If i don't make any decision,
people will blame me for not making any decision.
Its stupid, isn't it?
& i'll probably regret this my whole life.
Seriously.
So i don't know what to do.
& NO ONE, SERIOUSLY NO ONE.
Can help me.
How pathetic right.
I can't even share this with anyone.
I'm very angry, sad & disappointed luh.
Argh, i hope God will guide me on making a decision.
Okay luh, i want to watch dancing with the stars.
I've got all channels from the starhub thing.
Hee, bye bye.

2008-12-25T18:54:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps.

Merry christmass!

Sorry ah, a little late cause yesterday no time. :/

I'll post about yesterday okay.

Hmm, woke up at 8 plus for church.

Didn't go for midnight mass cause i got fever. Tsk.

So after mass, came back home.

Soon, the rest of the family came.

Open presents!

But i didn't open all, no time.

Haha, i opened some only.

First one i opened, is Ariel's!

Cause i love her too much.

She gave me 2 presents & a card.

Hahaha, i'll say what she gave me later alright.

After that, lunch.

Left for visitation.

Visitation was alright.

Kinda fun.

Hee.

Took another family photo.

With all the cousin.

Coolios, 11. (:

Left for studio party after that.

Zach & Jannell & Shannon came along.

I thought the studio party was kinda boring.

Maybe because my expectations of the party was higher?

The food was okay,

but i can't eat most of them cause i was sick.

Sick on christmass is the worst christmass present ever.

I think the best part of the whole party is,

whn i was taking unglam pictures of everyone.

Damn funny yknow.

I laughed like CRAZY!
Most were for Vivian.

She kept taking pictures of me also.

I was kinda fast i the beginning.

But thn she caught some at the back part.

But very fun luh, seriously.

After that, homed.

Went to open all my presents. (:

Hahaha, i like Ariel's present the most. (:

Cause practically she knows what i like.

I like Shane's present too!

Carebear! :D

Although the eyes were kinda scary!

But thanks to Remus & family, Sherianne & familly, Shane & family & Vivian a.k.a. Vincent for the presents! :D

& wishes too!

Tons of love! (:

Pictures!

Ashton & Remoooseee. Wah, still can post seh. Both my brothers! :D Loves.

From left to right, Ariel, Jannell, Shane, Me, Shannon & Alex head at the back. HHAHA.

Same people without Shannon only. & still got Alex behind. HAHAHA.

This pictures, finally don't have alex. Hahaha. Okay, bye bye. (:

2008-12-23T22:50:00.000-08:00

Hello.
These are the pictures of my life.
Twlight & Angus Thongs & perfect snogging is a MUST MUST MUST watch.
Robert Pattinson is handsomely scary.
& Aaron Johnson is the hottest.
You can bake cookies on him. (:
Hahaha, kidding.
Inside joke.
I want to watch Twilight & Angus thongs!
Who wna watch with me? (:
Pictures are copyrighted. (:

2008-12-23T20:11:00.000-08:00

Yo homies. (:
Hahaha,
My throat doesn't hurt as much as yesterday.
Am glad about that.
But i'm starting to get a dry cough & a little flu.
Argh, got to drink lots of water in order to get well by tmr.
& my voice is damn low luh.
I mean not very, but can hear the difference.
Pissing offf.
Actually i'm pissed off with myself.
I think christmass will be damn horrible for me.
But studio party is a can't wait.
Hee.
Ariel's coming over to mine later in the evening.
& thn church in the night.
Midnight mass yo!
Hahaha, church will at about 1 plus.
Thn supper! :D
Hahaha, can't wait.
Yknow i was playing WII just now.
Thn my brother, my sister, my granddad & I were doing this fitness test thing.
So we took the test each.
& brother's fitness age is 37.
My sister's was 80. -.-
My granddad was 31.
& i was 32.
OMG luh, i feel damn old.
Hahahaha.
But damn fun.
Okay, can't wait for everything.
& my eyes keep twitching.
Idkl whats going to happen.
But i just hope there's something wrong with my nerve.
HAHAHA.
Kay, bye. (:

2008-12-23T00:38:00.000-08:00

Hello.
OMG, i feels so bad.
I'm having a bad sore throat.
I hope it'll be better on thursday.
Argh, i don't want to get sick on christmass! ):
Stayed home the whole day today.
I'm glad, & i slept until 10 plus.
But still not shiok cause my throat was hurting while i was sleeping! ):
Couldn't watch teevee cause daddy took away the starhub box.
So only could watch DVDs.
I watched behind enemy lines, honey & CG2.
Don't know what to watch next.
OMG, i want to watch twilight again. ):
Its damn nice luh seriously.
Touching also.
I want the DVD! :D
Thn i can keep watching.
Edward Cullen is like handsomely scary luh.
Loveee him.
I love TWLIGHT.
I love Bella's lullaby.
I love Edward Cullen.
I love decode.
I love Aaron Johnson.
I love ultraviolet.
I love Angus thongs & perfect snogging.
I want to buy the book Angus thongs & full frontal snogging.
Hee. (:
I'm going to be a bookworm soon.
Cheeze.
HAHA.
My wish for christmass now is..
Take my sore throat away, & never to come back.
& to forget you.
Argh, i need to forget you badly.
I really do.
But i know its hard,
& i'm gonna do my best.
Bye bye. ):

2008-12-22T05:47:00.001-08:00

Hihi.
I'm sorry about my previous post.
Because i didn't do paragraphing.
Actually i did, but it doesn't show.
Idk why.
But heck.
Well, woke up early in the morning.
Bath & everything.
Suppose to leave at 9.30.
But in the end left at 10 cause of my dad.
He dropped us at Dover. -.-
Wahlao, thn need to go all the way to Tampiness.
& we left with 15mins to reach leh.
Thn we cabb-ed from Raffles.
15 bucks plus.
Thn the taxi driver drove damn slow cause he was talking on the phone.
Like 60km/hr.
Somemore he can ask me to help him write figures.
In the end, he gave as 10cent discount. -.-
By the time we reached, it was already 11.10.
I was suppose to reach there at 10.30.
& the movie started at 11.
We missed it.
So, Ariel went to Century Square to check the timings for the earliest show.
Bought curry puff for her.
& went to meet her.
Haha, she was like waving at us while going up.
So funny.
The movie started at 12.10.
So we shopped first.
Bought christmass presents for the rest.
I like the present we're giving them.
Haha.
Caught the movie at 12.10.
Watched TWILIGHT!
Whoots.
It was AMAZING.
Seriously.
I want to watch again.
Its damn nice okay.
I was shivering throughout the show!
& i almost cried luh, cause so touching.
I told you that i'm very emotional right!
Haha, thn left.
Train-ed & bus to Parkway.
Bought bubble tea while ariel collected pictures.
Had dance.
Went to parkway with Ariel & my sisters.
Bought the $5 present.
Hee,
Thn had coffee bean.
Ariel let me hear the music for the dance battle & some part of the dance.
Hahaha, the dance is nice luh!
Can't wait.
& we bought the same nail polish colour.
& she painted my nails purple, yellow, light blue & hot pink using the nail polish tester. -.-
Haha, now my nails very colourful. Hee.
I'm having a sore throat now.
Shit luh, christmass coming thn have.
Piissing off.
Kay whatever.
Bye bye.
(:

2008-12-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

Helloooooo!

Haha, i'm back to using computer.

Hee, finally.

I missed it so much.

Haha, okay i'll post about MC! (:

Friday, first day.

Well, i didn't know anyone there seriously.

Totally new.

I was kinda scared at first.

But alright after that.

Met friends like Dorothea & Agnes! (:

The Assist there were nice! (:

& funny.

The intructors there like Gloria, Kayne & Kelvin were really nice too.

We played a few games.

Thn home because we were there only for a few hours.

Sat, second day.

Super tired!

Need to wake up so early!

We were seprated in groups by number.

I'm in Seals. ( Not a very happy thing. )

Met new friends again,

Eugeny the greatest, Pearlyn, Rina & this malay girl.

Forgot her name. :/

There were like discos & all.

Everyone started dancing.

Thn i saw this Assist who look rather familiar.

Thn she talked to me.

' Do i know you from somewhere? '

' Uh, no? But i also find you rather familiar. '

Thn Dory was like, ' CHIJ?'

' Yeah. '

Thn we realised we were front the same school. -.-

& her dearest name is Esther!

Love her!

Thn there were talks & breaks.

Talks were boring, probably because i was tired.

Thn the last part was the best.

We had to do karate!

Break this thick piece of wood.

I was like, are you crazy.

But it was damn easy.

I was like in position.

Going to hit.

So i was like, 1...2...3 eh?!

Broke already.

Suppose to wait until 4. -.-

HAHA, thn we danced with the rest.

Damn fun luh.

Thn homed.

Sun, third & last day.

Met Eugeny.

Went in, started dancing again. -.-

Early in the morning somemore.

Thn meditating.

I cried okay.

Idk why, everytime i think of Ariel i cry.

Thn I watched this clip on Rick Hoyt & i cried as well.

Cause his dad was so good to him.

Go read up on him. Amazing.

I wrote a letter to my parents, & they're going to send it to them.

Scared they confront me thn i cry again.

Sorry ah, if you know me well, i cry very easily.

Not because i'm a cry baby or anything, its because my mum's very sensitive.

Haha, thn breaks & talks.

Practice for our group item.

Our group was like total dead.

We had not as much people as the rest, but not an excuse.

& they're not even enthu.

Is like everytime, the only people screaming is like 5 people only.

Aiyo, i prefer 2MM! '08

Bestest class ever!

Kay, thn the last part.

Every group started performing.

Monkeys won.

Not surprised.

Although it was a tough fight.

The Assist also did one skit.

Damn funny, i kepy laughing like crazy.

& i think the people in front of me thought i was mad.

Watched this video about the whole 2 & 1/2 days.

OMG, got unglam photo of me.

Thanks to ESTHER!

& she said she's going to put on Weiqi's blog. ):

Hahaha,

I love the Assist!

& i want to be one next time!

After that, home!

I can't wait for the Jan programme!

Yippee!

& i hope i get to re-visit!

Argh.

Outing with Ariel tmr.

Jannell & Shannon's coming along.

Dance also.

Kk, tired.

Want to sleep.

Byebye.

2008-12-18T19:36:00.001-08:00

OMG, can you believe.
My nightmare is here!
I'm effing scared!
Kill me now pls.
& i guess i'll be sleeping during class later.
Cause i'm effing tired.
Its like, i planned on sleeping til 12 plus
But i can't leh!
Argh, & my muscles are aching.
All thanks to me.
I totally ignored stretches.
This is what i get.
Hmmp.
But i'm very happy for Tammy.
She did really well in her Ns!
Congrats dearie!
Christmass is coming.
But i'm not in the christmass mood at all.
Weird.
I don't know what to say anymore.
I'm thinking of something whether i should do it or not.
If i don't, i probably will regret it my whole life.
If i do, consequences might happen.
I thought of a solution.
But idk whether i should do it.
Probably Ariel won't support me.
Because she doesn't even like me doing all of this.
Argh.
Okay, although i can't wait for christmass, i don't want christmass.
Haha.
Bye bye.

2008-12-17T18:49:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Wahlao, no dance today!
Last minute cancelled cause people off their phone or don't want to pick up their phone.
I was like so excited for nothing luh.
& i had to wake up so early.
& i'm effing tired now.
But i can't sleep!
Pissing off.
I like enthu people in dance.
Those not enthu ones are like, don't even care.
I mean, SYF. 4months!
We learnt only six eights leh!
We should work on it luh.
Aiyo.
Kay whatever.
Later having dance at 3.45.
I hope everything will go well?
Hahaha, idk.
After that, train to meet my family at vivo.
AGAIN!
I'm going back there again!
2 days in a row.
Amazing huh.
HAHAHAHA.
I'm so happy. :D
Outing with Ariel on monday!
Whoopy!
We're either going to watch Twilight or Angus Thongs & perfect snogging.
Can't wait. (:
Argh, but i can't be happy just yet.
Tmr!
Die die!
I very scared!
Someone save me!
But i know no one can save me.
Argh.
Kay, christmass coming.
I want my wish, santa!
Although i don't really want it also, because every decision made will have consequences.
I want to sleep.
I want to apologise to someone luh.
But i scared.
I need to consider somemore.
Aiya! Stress.
Bye. ):

2008-12-17T04:19:00.000-08:00

Quiz from Brenda!
Send this to 8 people:

1) Ariel.
2) Cosmas.
3) Brenda. ( HAHAHA )
4) Sherianne.
5) Tammie.
6) Kimberly.
7) Jannell.
8) Anyone who else who wants to do this.

1. What have you been doing recently?
` Comp, teevee, sleep, eat. ( Like pig leh! )

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
` Not really.

3. What happened at 10am today?
` At Macs!

4. When did you last cry?
` A few days ago. ): Argh, i miss you!

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
` Sorta.

6. What do you want in your life now?
` Many things, i demand for too much!

7. Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
` None, i just walk under the rain. HAHA.

8. Whats your favourite thing to have on ur bed?
` Bolster & pillow!

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
` FBT.

10. What's the nicest thing in your inbox?
` Pictures!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated
` Idk. Depends whhether the other party thinks its complicated.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
` Nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
` Angus thongs & perfect snogging! :D

14. What are you proud of?
` Me remembering my dance steps, HAHA.

15. What does your oldest text msg in your inbox says?
` HAHAHA.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
` Idk? I sing so many songs out loud, horribly! HAHA.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
` Yeah.

18. What does your last text msg says?
` Tsk, you asked that already. Same answer. HAHAHA.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
` 12 plus.

20. Are you currently happy?
` Not really.

21. Who gives you the best advice?
` Probably, my parents & Ariel.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from can?
`No.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
` No one.

24. Is something bugging you now?
` Yes.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
` I have! But i don't wear them!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
` Nathasha, & i haven called her back. Shoots. :x

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
` Yes. ):

29. What annoys you most in a person?
` Tons of things, but i tolerate.

30. Do you have a crush on someone?
` Yes.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
` No. (:

32. What is the colour of your room?
` Green! Horrible!

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
` No!

34. Do you believe in the saying, talk is cheap?
` Sometimes.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
` Jannell.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
` Joyee!

37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
` No.

38. Do you have a life?
` Yeah. -.-

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they didnt?
` Nope./

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
` No profile song.

41. Who was the last person you saw in yr dream?
` Can't remember!

42. Last time you smiled/laugh?
` Idk, this afternoon?

43. Have you changed this year?
` Idk, i hope for the better. Haha.

44. What song title are you listening to right now?
` Decode! (:

45. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
` Yes, Vivian on msn! :D

46. Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
` HAHAHA, whn i lie on my bed & whn the lights out, i close my eyes & talk. HAHA.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
` None.

48. Do you want someone you can never have?
` Yes, Aaron Johnson! HAHA, no luh. Yeah probably my crush now.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
` Piano. Dont' like.

50. What was the worst idea you had this week?
` No idea? HAHA.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
` Watching teevee.

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
` No. ): Why must there be love!

53. What song best describes your love life?
` Idk.

54. Does the person know you like him/her?
` I think, but he doesn't want believe? Probably.

55. Who always makes you laugh?
` Many things. (: I laugh very easily luh.

56. Do you speak other languages other than English?
` Chinese?

57 .Favourite websites?
` Blog. (:

58. Whats your middle name?
` F------E. (:

Omg, where's Qn 59. Haha.

60. What do you think you are like?
` Idk, a person no one would like? probably. Haha.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
` Alone.

62. Where have you been today?
` Tiong, school, vivo.

63. What game do you play often?
` None.

64. Who are you missing now?
` Crush, Ariel!, classmates, some schoolmates.

65. If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
` It depends.

66. What are you doing right now?
` This.

67. Which primary school are you from?
` I'm a Ijbtian for life yo!

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
` Red, green, black.

69. What emotion do you like to show?
` Happy? I guess.

70. What is your life to you ?
` Nothing.

Wahh, this quiz very long.
But whn bored, very fun!
HAHA. :D

2008-12-17T04:04:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Due to boredomness, I'm posting again.
OMG, christmass is coming.
Studio party!
But thn, colour code!
Either red, green or white.
Aiya, simple luh.
Red & green! My favourite colour!
I hope the studio party will go on well.
I mean, fun!
I really do hope so!
& i hope christmass this yr will be a blast.
But i very much doubt so with what i'm feeling right now.
Well, i'm rather happy for dance.
But sad for _____________.
Yeah, i still can't wait for practice at Esplanade tmr!
I hope it'll be a blast!
MC this friday to sunday!
I'm damn scared luh!
Pray hard!
I'm talking to Vivian online!
Aww, she's so sweet.
Dance people are all very nice.
I mean seriously ALL.
Especially the seniors! ;D
& some of the lil ones, ( not little actually. )
Like Pris, Sherianne, Clara. :D
They're the ones who always make my day whn i'm bored at home!
Love all of them! :D
Kk, i love school peeps too!
& i miss tons of them.
Never get to meet up with any of our school peeps.
Except for today.
I'm going out with Annie after she comes back from idk where! (:
Miss her like nutz.
& she's in my class!
Yayness!
Brenda also!
Aiyo, miss her too!
Kk, i'll end with a quiz brenda tagged me to.
Bye bye. (:

2008-12-17T01:23:00.001-08:00

Hihi.
I'm so bored right now.
& damn tired.
I overslept today okay!
I woke up at 8.20 whn i was suppose to wake up at 7.30. -.-
Luckily Joyee text me!
Thanks hun!
We changed meeting time to 9.30.
Met at Clementi.
Aww, finally saw Joyee!
Its been a month since we last saw each other!
Train down to Tiong.
Macs breakfast!
But i only ate a little.
Couldn't finish!
Then bus to school.
We were like the only ones in school luh.
We reached like 45mins earlier.
So slack.
Started a little earlier.
Joyee thought me the steps.
It was hard!.
_ _ _ _ scolded me.
Made me really pissed off, seriously.
Is like, not my fault that i couldn't come for class right.
I was in Aussie!
Thn Joyee already teach me the steps.
But i can't possibly remember six eights in less than an hour right.
Wahlao eh.
After that, i just continued learning the steps.
Started with music & all.
& 2 hrs were gone! (:
I remembered all the steps.
Whoots, (:
I got praised also, amazing huh.
NOT.
After that, headed to Vivo with Joyee, Wai Mun & Sze Xuan for lunch.
Ate Long John Silver.
Saw Amirah! ;D
Walked around.
Home-ed.

I can't wait for practice tmr!
At Esplanade!
Aww, it'll be so awesome!
Dance after that too, double awesome.
Hahaha,
Okay luh.
I'm going to faint soon.
Haha, bye bye.
& i miss _ _ _ _ _. ( Its not a name. (: )

2008-12-15T20:30:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I know i didn't post yesterday.
But yesterday was effing boring.
& quite saddeninng also luh.
But whatever.
Well, Jermaine came over yesterday.
But painting was going on so couldn't playy WII.
Therefore, i hogged the computer the whole day.
But lucky for my siblings, still got 1 more computer & 3 more laptops. (:
Last night like was da bomb seriously.
My sisters & i were like freaking high.
I won't say what we did, secret. Shh.
But i was texting Sherianne at the same time.
Sherianne is real nice. (:
I'm glad i made a friend like her. :D
Well, I hope today won't be boring. * crossed fingers.
I hate boring days luh.
Well, later we'll be going too Downtown East!
To watch Anthea's performance.
Whoots.
But sadly luh, Hakim won't be there!
Argh, i want to play with him.
He's so cute luh.
I hope Amira will be there too.
She's so nice! (:
I hope we can reach home by 9.
I want to watch Little Nyonya! (:
Very nice.
Very saddening also.
Oh yeah, did i mention i want to watch Twilight!
But don't know with who leh.
Nathasha aasked me, Brenda asked me too.
Argh, i also want to watch Angus thongs & perfect snogging! (:
That one must watch with friends, ahahaha!
Damn funny & disgusting.
Hee.
Kay luh, end here.
Post tmr or something.
Argh, damn MC.
Bye bye. (:

If i were a boy,
I think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl.
I swear i'll be a better man.

2008-12-14T07:07:00.000-08:00

Pictures from Ethan's birthday party.

Didn't upload all.

Continuation for the previous post is below.

Only got 1 picture. -.-

HAHA, but anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHAN!

You're 2 yrs old! & you're so cute with your long eyelashes! (:

Ugly me, my cake boy a.k.a wire boy o: & my irritating brother.

Continuation for the previous post.

Kim & us. (:

Okay, done for the day.

I'm really sorry i couldn't upload the rest.

I only uploaded the 'important' ones.

Bye bye. (:

& i'm freaking pissed off.

2008-12-14T06:35:00.001-08:00

Pictures from Esplanade first.
The memory of each pictures are rather big.
So i have upload it in a few post.
Very ma fan luh.
But heck.
Hahaha.

Ariel & Cosmas, Alex & Vivian. See their nervous face.
HHAHAHA, all candid. So funny. :O

THE Tanlee De silva's. (:

At the after party of the wholee event. Look at the faces carefully. You can see funny faces. HAHAHA.

2008-12-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

Hihi.
I'm back from the party.
I've got pictures!
From Esplanade & today. (:
Yayness.
The party was alright.
Food was yum.
Cake, i didn't eat.
Haha, Ethan = Cuter as ever.
Met new friend.
Ian my cake boy! (:
Saw people i haven seen since i was like, what,
6 yrs old?
Like Wayne & Audrey!
They've been away for like super long okay.
Never come back & visit.
Haha.
I smell like bbq now.
Argh, bad.
Gotta bath soon.
Kay, will end.
Ariel's coming back soon!
Yayness, miss her lots.
Next post will be pictures.
So wait a while.
Kay bye. (:

2008-12-14T00:52:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I'm going out later.
For Ethan's birthday party.
It'll be all the way at Pasir Ris!
Jermaine's down here.
He'll be following us later.
Anthea's performing again.
She's always performing luh.
Hahaha, I hope i can see her later.
Oh, & yknow my godma's facebook have the Kids Festival video.
Bryce watched it already.
I looked horrible.
Whatever.
Kay, gotta go.
Bye! (:
Miss Ariel lots! ):

2008-12-12T22:22:00.000-08:00

OMG, i'm not sure whether i made a right choice.
I hope nothing else will happen after today.
Oh no, kill me.
):